I'm a bad person.
A bad & cruel person.
I try not to be one.
But i could only do that by escaping.
But even if i escape, i'll still be the bad one.
So i try not to escape.
But things got worse.
& soon i'm escaping again.
Wth right? Hmm. ><

I'm trying all my best to make everyone happy.
Trying all my best to please everyone.
I want everybody around me to be happy.
I thought i could please everyone in one shot.
What a silly & naive thinking i have?
Hah. And now. I finally know & understood.
Yes, everybody can be happy.
But it only happens in my dream world.
In reality, it is the total opposite.
I was really trying very hard to make everyone happy, but i just seems to mess the whole thing up.
And the total opposite of what i want happen. - -

Seriously, i do not know what to do.
I will always get myself confused up.
Maybe i'll just shut up & pretend that i'm deaf & mute.
I'll try to be mute. Even though is abit difficult. =x
I don't know what will happen next if i continue doing my way.

Today, i was so damn sleepy in class.
Almost fall asleep.
During the 1hour assembly time, i doze off.
Pretty tired. Hmm.
After that, sat in concourse.
Finish up homework, & was waiting for the meeting time to start.
After the meeting, we went to Bpp for late lunch.
Damn hungry. After lunch went to Mac to help WeiQi them.
Around 7 plus went home.
This& that.
I'll be posting earlier today.
I'll be sleeping earlier today too.

Haix. Sorry. Don't cry..

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