Hello ! =)
A few more hours will be going to school & to my camping site.
Hahas. Hmm.
Sian. Abit scare ehh.
Hahas. But don't care la. hahas.
Think it's going to be fun ! xD

These few days not much thing happen.
Hmm. Just suddenly wanted to avoid some people alot.
Sian. I'm just trying to act. But is obvious i guess.
After year end holiday, i found out that my class had grown more matured.
People i used to dislike, now i'm starting to like.
People who used to be not that matured, are very matured now.
People who i'm not close with, now i'm quite close with already.
But,
people who are once so close aren't that close anymore.
That's sure a big regret.
Knowing someone too well isn't that good.
Knowing too many negative things about that person just make it worse.

I tried to ignore,
but the thoughts just flow into my mind.
I tried to believe it's untrue,
but things just trying to make me believe it's true.
i tried not to feel that way,
but i can't resist the feeling.
I don't like the internal conflict of mine.
Maybe i should just sit into my thoughts, believe what i see & hear.
It's tiring when i wanted to defence for you when you're proving to me that it's the opposite.
Ahya. Tired la.

I've made a bigbig super big mistake again.
That's the worst mistake i've ever made.
Sian. I shall face the consequences on my own.
Shall not drag anyone into it.
Sian~

Okay la.
I go sleep le. Hahas.
Good luck to me manz.
I'm starting to fear. Haix.
Hahas. Nights! =D
Brb on thursday~

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