Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sometimes, i really wonder if i'm ever included..
Though we do have fun, but at times i really felt left out.
LOLs.
Like just being an extra there.
Being a housefly, flying around you guys & irritating you.
Sigh..
I don't know luhh. ..
& it seems like i've never done anything in my so far 14 years that can impress people.
Lols.
I don't even know what have i achieved..
It's contradicting lah.
I not a person who like to be in the spotlight.
YET, i don't like to be an ordinary person who is being kept in the dark..
-.-
Suddenly, my future seems so blur..
I think i'm lost..
Starting to fear i guess..
Starting not to know what exactly i'm studying for..
AHHHH! I'm feeling so annoyed & frustrated
Sighs...
I feel like pouring it out to someone..
But......
Mood : GRUMPY + MOODY
Though we do have fun, but at times i really felt left out.
LOLs.
Like just being an extra there.
Being a housefly, flying around you guys & irritating you.
Sigh..
I don't know luhh. ..
& it seems like i've never done anything in my so far 14 years that can impress people.
Lols.
I don't even know what have i achieved..
It's contradicting lah.
I not a person who like to be in the spotlight.
YET, i don't like to be an ordinary person who is being kept in the dark..
-.-
Suddenly, my future seems so blur..
I think i'm lost..
Starting to fear i guess..
Starting not to know what exactly i'm studying for..
AHHHH! I'm feeling so annoyed & frustrated
Sighs...
I feel like pouring it out to someone..
But......
Mood : GRUMPY + MOODY