Memories

2009-11-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hey yo.
Lols.
Feeling very sian now. Lols.
Having headache too.
Very pain~ >.<
Just now quarrelled with my mum.
Lols. Sian. Didn't went to ahma house to have dinner.
No appetite.
Haiz. Totally not in the mood.
Just feel like lying somewhere & don't move.
Tomorrow got band,
need to wake up early again..

2009-11-10T17:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i really wonder if i'm ever included..
Though we do have fun, but at times i really felt left out.
LOLs.
Like just being an extra there.
Being a housefly, flying around you guys & irritating you.
Sigh..
I don't know luhh. ..
& it seems like i've never done anything in my so far 14 years that can impress people.
Lols.
I don't even know what have i achieved..
It's contradicting lah.
I not a person who like to be in the spotlight.
YET, i don't like to be an ordinary person who is being kept in the dark..
-.-
Suddenly, my future seems so blur..
I think i'm lost..
Starting to fear i guess..
Starting not to know what exactly i'm studying for..
AHHHH! I'm feeling so annoyed & frustrated
Sighs...

I feel like pouring it out to someone..
But......

Mood : GRUMPY + MOODY

2009-11-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

Zzzzzzzz.
This is the first time i'm so angry until i cried for so long!
AHHHHHHHH!
Damn angry!
Feel like shouting currently!

Really don't like crying..
Is there other way for me to vent my anger?
Oh no..
My nose is so going to be blocked.
& my eyes are so going to be swollen..
Head pain..
HAIX..

Suddenly, don't feel like going to camp tomorrow..

INSECT BITES!!

2009-11-08T14:10:00.003+08:00

WAHHH!
The insect bites are killing me.
Its' driving me crazy man.
Solely one hand i have already got 15 bites.
-.-
Just now went to see doctor.
The doctor gave me some anti-itch pill,
& cream.
After my long 14years, now then i know i have sensitive skin.
LOL.
I'm sensitive to dirty areas & insect bites.
My bites all looks like chicken pox siah..
~.~
Then now go out must wear long sleeves.
If not people see le will scare.
Worst is cannot scratch.. T.T
If scratch will leave scars..
My hand is very precious to me, so cannot scratch & leave any scars..
Ahhhhh~
Sian. Having another camp tomorrow..
Zzzzz. Don't feel like going.
Haven't pack anything for it yet..
Now feel like playing trumpet suddenly.
Like so long never touch already.
I wonder how's Thursday stock check..

Today's mood - GRUMPY.

2009-11-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

IT"S A GREAT EXPERIENCE!!!!!
Hahas. PLTC was quite okay. Fun luhh actually.
Did quite a number of pumpings.
But not as many as the previous batch one.
If want to compare, ours can say is very little.
Lols. So can imagine luhh.

Hmm, i LOVE my group very much!!!!!!
Once a respect group, FOREVER a respect group!
I love my group's mentors too!!
Hahas. They were cute luhh. Good too.
Overall, it's very good luhh.
I like lahs. HAahs.
Hope i would be selected.

2009-10-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

YEAH!
Finally the ''more important'' exams are over!
WOAH! Now can play like siao.
But at the same time, i felt empty.
Lols. Like nothing to do.
However, i'm also worried about my results.
Thursday is the results day.
OMG! Scare scare scare..

Sometimes, in the middle of the late night.
It sucks.
Lols! Random.
But, it's true.
When you've nothing to do, nothing to really worry about.
Nothing to let you occupy your mind - like memorising notes,
you get really lost.
& you'll start to think back, remembering the past.
Feel the pain once again.
& i'm one of the victim..
I hate to remember them.
But, it keep coming back.
The bitter memories are sucking my blood,
draining them off.
Though bitter, there were sweet ones too.
& were really sweet.

That was coming back,
& it's making me feeling uncomfortable.
It's hurting me again.
Bringing back my long lost sorrow..

2009-09-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

YOYO! Hahas.
Very long never post le.
Lols.
Hmm, this semester is a busy semester.
Didn't have tuition for the past 3weeks. ~.~

Finally, i passed my English !!
Woots. So happy can! =D
Other subjects still okay luhh.
Ohya, i want to talk about my PBL.
Hahas. It was a success!
& suddenly love my group.
Hahas. Group 8 forever! Lols.
Maybe because i got good team members. Lols.
But overall, it was fun & cool! Lols.

Okay, then follow by the yellow ribbon project.
Stayed overnight in school on Saturday & woke up damn freaking early the next day.
Actually, can say i only slept for like a few minutes..
Lols! That night, JiaHui, Rauzha, Korina, Karen & me was so energetic can.
We sat up in circle & started chatting.
We played the game-truth or dare. Lols.
Asked a lot of questions about Karen's truth.
& she revenged. Lols!
& i revealed my little secret that none of them actually know.
Heehee. =P
But it's still a secret ok! =)
After that, chat chat chat til around 3plus.
Then Korina & me start to feel a bit tired & decided to sleep.
The rest of them still continue to talk.
....
Then we were woken up.
Got to get ready and prepare to go to the prison.
Went there, rehearse one last time & sat in a shelter place & wait for our turn to 'perform'.
Met a lady called Ivy.
Okay, talks about her, really uh.. Cool.
She was damn cool.
She had a short hair, looks pretty, was somehow build up in a way & she is tall.
Most importantly, she is friendly & open. (as in she's not shy)
She mix well with us. Lols.
We took photos. & even exchanged email adds.
Lols. cool right ?!
Hahas. She was really very good.

After that thing, follow by the next week.
Stop Harm Start Heart.
Skipped tuition again. Lols.
We're going to record a instrumental piece.
OMG!? Hahas. Cannot believe it luhh.
But, to think of it, also quite cool uh. Hahas.

Next, 2days ago, i skipped tuition again.
=x. Went to suntec city for the IT Fair.
Bought a new notebook ! WOOTS!! Hahas.
My second one. HAha! SO happy.
Walked almost half of my day.
Leg damn tired & sore.
Reached home around 10.
So tired & haven 't finish my homework, so couldn't have tuition the next day.
=xxx

Nowadays is quite peaceful.
Can say that everyone is busy with their own thing thus it's peaceful.
Streaming is coming. In a few weeks' time.
Zzzzz. Very worried & scared.

Anyway, i didn't feel that irritated in class anymore.
Finally? Hahas. Opps. Damn bad. But, Ya, Hahas.
Okay luhh, i shall stop here. Going to go sleep le.

BYES!! =DD

2009-07-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

yoyOYO!
Hahas. Quite long never post le.
Hmm. Still the same.
Very sian~
Band resume le!
So happy! Lols.
Still coping with school work. Plus tuition work.
Lols.

Hmm, i think i've already given it to you.
Trying to hide/run away, doesn't help in any sense.
Just once, i see you, i'll be happy like crap.
Like nothing could make me down. --
But, i doesn't want it this way.
Strongly disagree.
However, there's nothing i could do to deal with it.
I'm hopeless i shall say.
Zzzz. ~.~
Who can help me?
I need help! Sigh..

I'll paint my mood in shades of blue
Paint my soul to be with you
I'll paint the truth
To show how I feel..

Anyway, to this special someone.
If you don't like band, must well don't join.
Feeling regret? Quit la.
It's the easiest way out.
Bored? Then too bad, it's one of the process to success.

Daily routines bore me out .

2009-06-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

Sian. I really don't want any of this to happen.
I don't want !
But i can't seem to stop it.
I'm going crazy over this.
Trying so hard yet nothing went right.
Can't believe how happy am i when i receive it.
That happiness, can;t be described.
Oh man, i think it's getting serious.

I think i'm in.
Zzzz.

2009-06-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hellluh! xD
Hahas.
Okay, finally a break for me.
Very tired. Physically.
Lols.
This year's POP was FUN !
Haas. For me la.
Hmm. Spent a lot of time practising the dance. Hahas
I love the dance la!
- A night to remember -
Hmm. Then nobody. Cool!
SkipSkip.
Haunted house.
It was cool and fun.
Hahas. Screamed all the way through.
Went in with dq, ks, hh & korina for the first round.
Then went in with jq, angie & korina for second round.
Lols. That day, was very tired.
Slept quite early.
I LOVE my seniors !
All the best in the future !

Hmm. Okay.
Finally, everything have come to an end.
All the sad moment, angry moment, frustrating moment, those moment that i've cried even happy times had all come to an end.
Can say my ups & downs had started to be constant.
But, of course, life is full of ups & downs.
Thanks to my beloved seniors for coming into my life & created an impact in my life.
Those memories can never to be erased. Really.
Whether is good or bad, i still love you all.someonly =)

Hmm.
To my stupid mad cow disease girl,
don't think so much okay?
俗话说船到桥头自然直.
One step each time. Take things slowly.
All can be solve one. =)
And stop crying for them or for those things.
Not worth it. =D

2009-05-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

Sian.
Nowadays, keep feeling a kind of 'tight-ness' in my chest.
Like.. don't know how to describe too.
But, the feeling is no good.
The 'tight-ness' is killing me.
Literally. T.T

Very tired but still have to move on.

2009-05-26T20:51:00.004+08:00

Hmm. I think i'll post almost every month. Lols.
Quite lazy to post uhh. Lol.
Okay. Finish watching boys over flower 2days ago !!
Hahas. Is a nice show. Must watch.
I LOVE YoonJiHoo !!!
He loves JanDi a lot & keep providing help & care to her, but he doesn't want anything in return from her. (maybe no chance to ask for)
So good right?!
Everytime when he comforts JanDi when she cries, i also can feel he warmth he provides.
And he's so cute when he smile luhh. Esp after his hair cut.
I wonder if there is such person exist in reality..
I love his singer group ss501 too.
Their group sang a song - because i'm stupid. Is one of the show's soundtrack.
NICE! Must listen.
Oh, JunPyo loves JanDi a lot too uh.
He is also a very romantic guy uhh.
& he damn tall. 186. ~.~
SOYiJung, he's a handsome guy.
Most handsome among them.
Cute too. Pottery guy.
Hmm. Kept thinking about the show.
~.~ Can't seem to stop thinking.
Cannot stop thinking about JiHoo too. Opps. =x Hahas.

Okayokay, shall stop talking about BOF first. Hahas.
Hmm. My results. Totally sucks.
Drop a lot. >.< Sian luhh. T.T
Can't seem to focus this year. As things keep happening.
Very tired. Cannot focus. But manage to pull through somehow.
I bet i'll get lots of complains about me sleeping in class luhh. -.-
But! Only first period. =xxx
Somehow, i don't really feel emotions in me. Lols.
Erm. Like a dead person. All my emotions & feelings like gone. Lol..
Ahhhhh! Sian ahhhh. Don't know la.
I think i will want to go back to my old personalities.
Bo chaup. Lols. Like heck care heck care. Don't care don't care. Lol.

Ohya, band.
Hmm. Band now quite okay luhh.
Just the new members.
Okay, i'm going to say it straight.
If you want to come, come always.
If not, quit.
Don't beat around the bush.

Haiyh. Sorry to those people i wanna apologise to.. some senior
Very sorry.

2009-05-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Have not been posting for quite long uhhs.
Hahas.
Quite busy these few weeks.
Preparing for exams.
Exams are so near.
Hmm .
Things have been going up & down in my life.
Things that happened badly have been solved.
But some things had just started, the worst have yet to come.
Anyway, anything that can't kill be makes me stronger.
So all the best to myself. =)

2009-04-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Have not ben posting for around 2weeks?
No time to post.
Just finish bathing.
I bathed the third time today.
Don't know why i bathe so many times too.

3 things happened on Saturday.
Suppose to be yesterday, but the time now is early in morning of a brand new day.
So is 2days ago.
Don't wish to elaborate.
Hmm. I think is hard to ignore uhhs.
& i couldn't simply wash my hands off it.
I'll still give in & help.
But i'm really tired of it. ~.~
What should i do?? -.-

Sian. Cannot stop thinking of it.
Sec 4s & 5s band senior '09 is leaving.
Omg, i don't know what will the band be after they leave.
I bet the band will be very quiet. - doesn't mean that you all are noisy-
Just that, is you all who are keeping the whole band alive or rather lively.
I bet i'll miss you all like mad.
Can't bear to let you all go..

They are good seniors.

We will make you all Proud. =]

All the best for everything. =)

2009-03-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Hahas. I'm back on 12 of march.
But after the camp went to band.
That night & the following night too tired so didn't post.
Hmm. Let's talk about the camp.
First day, rain rain.
Didn't do much.
Ate lunch at the jetty there.
I was being surrounded by guys.
Lucky Elisha was with me. Lawls.
After that, we went through the rain & go into our dorm.
Same dorm with Melissa, Rauzha, Karen & Jorene plus those people who i lazy to mention.
This & that, then we went to other guys' dorm to play game i think.
Couldn't really remember.
Then wash up, finally dinner.
Hahas. After dinner, sat in the 'cage' & we began our first activity -kidnapped-
Hahas. Someone in our group will be chained up & the rest of us will have to finish up or do some task to get the keys & save the person.
The person is called GaoZhi i think.
Couldn't really remember too.
Then finally sleep time. Lawls.

Second day, i totally forgot what we do. =x
Third day, CAMPFIRE NIGHT !
Hahas. That day, we had amazing race.
Don't know is called amazing race anot. Hahas.
But group 8 & 14, we did leopard crawl.
Stupid lo, got myself injured.
Hahas. Sian. But i felt so happy when i manage to finish it.
Hahas. So still okay la. Hahas.
After that, lunch.
After lunch, we had water activities.
Then rain again.
Wash up.
Camp prep.
Finally dinner & campfire.
Quite high luhh.
Was quite fun too. Hahas.

Last day, GO HOME DAY !
Hahas. Reach singapore around 12plus going one.
Sat in the hall.
Blah blah.
At first is say one month one lo!
Then suddenly change to 3months. ZZ! ~.~
So pekchek that time.
But, i've nothing to say too.
Cause, if my fault though.
If only i surrender first, none of this will happen.
Haix. sian ~~~

After the collection of sim card, went home straight with Korina.
Hers also kena. Sian.
Two angry person went home & bathe & went to band.
Very tired lo. Almost sleep during combine.
After that reach home around 8.
Then next day still need to go school.
Ahh! Almost late for school can.
Cannot wake up on time. Hahas.

Feel like telling him, he had made a wrong choice.
But don't know how to say..
I didn't want him to see her that way.
But i don't want him to go in any deeper.
Sian. I should just don't care uh.
That should be the way.

Come back real soon uh Elisha~
Will miss you one. =)
Ohya, All the Best too Instructor Desmond ! xD

2009-03-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hello ! =)
A few more hours will be going to school & to my camping site.
Hahas. Hmm.
Sian. Abit scare ehh.
Hahas. But don't care la. hahas.
Think it's going to be fun ! xD

These few days not much thing happen.
Hmm. Just suddenly wanted to avoid some people alot.
Sian. I'm just trying to act. But is obvious i guess.
After year end holiday, i found out that my class had grown more matured.
People i used to dislike, now i'm starting to like.
People who used to be not that matured, are very matured now.
People who i'm not close with, now i'm quite close with already.
But,
people who are once so close aren't that close anymore.
That's sure a big regret.
Knowing someone too well isn't that good.
Knowing too many negative things about that person just make it worse.

I tried to ignore,
but the thoughts just flow into my mind.
I tried to believe it's untrue,
but things just trying to make me believe it's true.
i tried not to feel that way,
but i can't resist the feeling.
I don't like the internal conflict of mine.
Maybe i should just sit into my thoughts, believe what i see & hear.
It's tiring when i wanted to defence for you when you're proving to me that it's the opposite.
Ahya. Tired la.

I've made a bigbig super big mistake again.
That's the worst mistake i've ever made.
Sian. I shall face the consequences on my own.
Shall not drag anyone into it.
Sian~

Okay la.
I go sleep le. Hahas.
Good luck to me manz.
I'm starting to fear. Haix.
Hahas. Nights! =D
Brb on thursday~

2009-03-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hellos! =]
Today slept for about 17hours.
Damn tired.
Yesterday reached home around 12.
Yesterday was a long day.
Was really nervous & scared seeing so many familiar people.
Especially Mr Lee.
I'm worry that i might disappoint him.
Although still, i didn't play as well.
But i think still okay.
Better than last time.
Cried before & after the concert.
Eyes damn red.
Head damn pain.
Thanks Benedict & Francis for going. =)

I will work even harder!
I really want us to do well.
GO FJSB! xD

台上三分钟，台下十年功..

2009-02-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

Sian la.
Super no mood lahhs.
=( Damn sad.
Haix. Doing so many transferring things now.
Laptop so lack now.
Sian..
I totally got no mood to go school tomorrow.
No mood to do duty too.
Sian.
Feel like crying siah. ><
Haix..

Sorry for the thing i do these few days.

2009-02-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm. It has been more than 10days ever since i posted.
Hahas. Don't know why, smsing halfway, suddenly got the hic to post.
Hahas. So random uh.

I feel like giving you a tight slap.
I know i shouldn't but i couldn't resist the feeling.
Stop toying with them.
You aren't that deprive right.
I guess so uh.
You're not that pathetic too right.
I know my words are harsh.
But i couldn't stand your actions.
Maybe i should sit? Lawls. -being lame again-
Okay. Back to the topic.
I feel like asking you something.
But i guess i shouldn't 插手.
Suddenly forget the english word for it.
Just wanna tell you, what you're doing now is so wrong.
Things are going haywire; out of control.
You're no longer the one i knew.
Maybe you were all the while like that only that i don't know. -sad to say uh-
Just want to warn you, don't say i never tell you.
Continue doing your way will only lead you to sadness.
Nothing but left with sadness.
You'll end up 两败俱伤.
So stop now.
Please.
[no comments at all]
[i have no right to anyway]

Haix. so sian la.
Study study & study.
SYF coming.
Omg luhh.
So nervous.
So scared.
After tk eh.
Zzz.

Girl, don't cry uh.
=] cheer up yo !
I'm sure you can do it ! xD

2009-02-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yohs!
Hmm. Just now i was damn freaking pissed off with myself.
Some sadness in it too.
Haix.
Confused.
Very sian.
I'm totally lost. Don't know what to do.
Can i just don't care ?
Just let go.
I've tried. But failed.
Zzzz.

One of things are getting better now.
But the other one just got worse.
Sian lahh.

I'm feeling very tired.
Currently feel like sleeping.
But i haven't do chinese homework.
Chinese compo. WTH !
Zzz. Just hate it.

Seriously a big THANKS ! to those who stayed by side & comfort & help me out.
I'm really very grateful.
Thanks !!! xD

2009-02-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Today didn't talk to her at all.
Don't know what to say.
So kept quiet.
I'll be waiting..
Nothing much lorh.

2009-02-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Just now cried again.
Haix. Hmm.
But thanks JiaQi and Meris for cheering me up.
=) really thanks.
Finally i think through already.
Thanks those people who cheered me up. =)
I really do appreciate alot.
Even if you only said a little thing, it does mean alot to me.
=) thanks.
I promise i won't emo again anymore.

Not blaming you or what, but the tears i've dropped these days,
will be able to show how big my wound is.
It won't heal so fast.
I need time.

Maybe our friendship is just so weak.
That you could just like that.
Hmm. I'll take note of it.
Thanks for letting me to discover it . =)

Everything will end here, now and gone forever for good.

2009-02-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

Haix.
Once again moodless.
Cried again last night.
& this afternoon too.
Zzz.
Tried not to think about it.
But it seems so hard not to think about it.
Haix. Don't feel like going to school.
Monday tuesday wednesday got test.
Zzz.
So sian..

I need my mouthpiece back.
Is very hard to pitch with current mouthpiece.

2009-02-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

Haix.
I really don't know what to do already.
I've put in all my efforts.
Do what i can already.
Care so much. But what do i get in return?
Just the damn bloody attitude from you?!
Yea. Maybe she's right. I don't deserve these from you at all.
Although i tried not to care, but i can't seem to do it .
Cause i don't want to end it like this.
I treasure it alot.
I really do. T.T
i feel so stupid crying over this thing.
But i can't seem to control my tears though.
Cause i really do care.
But, what is the use of saying so much now ?
It doesn't change anything now.
It's just like a glass broken into pieces and never to be mend back like how it was used to be.
I gave up.
I'm tired & sick of it.
Sick of your attitude.
Tired of caring yet stupid responses from you.
I'll try to let it go.
& gone for good. Forever~
Still, wanna apologise .
I'm sorry .

I just hate being the way i am.

thanks for comforting me, my friend. =)

2009-02-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

yoyohs! xD
Nowadays mood very unstable.
Very moodswing.
But still manage to be happy throughout.
Hmm. Sian.
Suddenly like cannot cope my studies. Zzz.
I'm scare i might not do well.
Hmm. Zzz.

Yes! Finally it's okay. =)

2009-02-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
I didn't want it this way. ZZz.
Seriously felt sucks.
Sian..
I'm starting to dislike myself ..

2009-01-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Yoyos!
Hmm. Today feeling better.
Hahas. =)
Hmm. Today went to Kuching Ahma house for lunch.
Ate steamboat.
Hmm. Then went to Senja Ahma house there for dinner.
Ate steamboat & bbq. Hmm.
Hahas. The prawn is very nice lo.
Haha. The meat too. Hmm.
Today washed alot of plates. Hhaaas.
Hmm. Blahblah.
Chatchat with my cousieee ! Haaas.
This & that.
Then went to Lrt with uncle to collect my cake from DQ.
Hahas. Hmm. Then reached home.
Got scoldings again. wth.
Hmm. Hahas. Don't care already.
Bathe & ate the cake.
Hahas. Although is abit sweet, but quite nice .
Haha. Thanks. =)

Another few more minutes to CNY !
HAhas. RED PACKETS !
Heheheh. Nowadays i'm totally broke.
HAhas.

2009-01-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Abit moodless currently.
Hmm. Sorry ehh.
That's why i choose to say on wednesday.
Don't want to spoil your CNY mood.
Haix.

Sian lahh.
Hmm .
Okay. Seems that today have nothing to post..
Hmm. So tomorrow then continue bahh.

2009-01-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hellos~
Hmm. Didn't post for 4days.
Hahas. Hmm.
Wednesday, we made SQ angry again.
She cannot take it le then walk away & JQ came & take over.
Hmm. Sorry SQ. Zzz.
& i cried on that day too. Hmm . During & after the section talk.
Hmm. I felt terribly bad.
Haix. Sorry for breaking my promises again & again.
I felt i'm so ass. Opps. Hmm~
But there's something i dare to say.
I did improve..

Thursday, 2e1 whole class stayed back to decorate the music room for the CIP thing.
Hmm. Quite fun though.
But. Also quite angry.
Don't wish to elaborate.
Hmm. After that, we went to have late lunch/early dinner.
Walkwalk then accompany karen home.
Once again, i'm stuck at the Lrt train.

Today, CNY celebration.
We are carrying out our CIP while others are going home.
Hmm. Haha. But was quite fun though.
I swear i'll never eat those type of curry puff anymore.
Make me feel like vomiting.
Zzz. & made me eat 3 chewing gums at one go.
Zzzzz. After that, went back to cck home with karen.
Daddy & mei are at home.
So karen & me went into my room & started practising.
Hmmm. Sian.. & i alone in my house for 4hour plus.
Hmm. Sian. Feeling sp sleepy.
I think i'll stop here ba.

Happy belated birthday to Arif! -21jan-
Happy belated brithday to DQ! -22jan-
Happy birthday to Rauzha & Muhammad! -23jan-

The worst has not yet happen.

2009-01-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hi ! =)
Went to school just like any other normal days.
Have normal lesson too.
Hmm. This & that.
Then band.
Practicepractice.
Hmm. Something happen during band.
Haha. Very throw face. But i did learn something. =D
Thankthanks. =)
After band, went to bpp.
Hmm. Blahblah.
Walkwalk. Lazy to elaborate siah.

I'll be okay as long as you don't do it.
Must keep your promise. =)

2009-01-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoh! xD
Today, have normal lessons.
After lessons, we went to mama shop to have cup noodles for lunch.
Then went back to concourse & went up to music room.
Bandband~
Around 5.50 Korina & me left band.
We went to have dinner. & rush to interchange.
zzzz. Sort of late le. =x
Reach concord around 7.20plusplus. =x
Concord is quite big de lo. hmm. Envy siah.
Went to the hall, woah~! So many people. Hahas.
We suppose to be listening to the MP, but Korina & me was standing outside & chatting. =x xD
We even got kind of scolding from the don't know who la.
HAhas. Cause i laughed too loud. Opps. =xxx
Then blahblah. Finally lining up to get the thing.
The way we get our scholarship is so .. Hahas.
Hmm. After that went to toilet with Korina.
Took picture. =)
Then went home on my own.
Bus-ed home. -300-
Walkwalk. Finally reach.
I'm so damn tired that i slept on the floor. =xx
For about 5-10mins then went to bathe.
Took up a long time to bathe..
Zzz. Then came out & started posting.
This&that. Blahblah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! =DD
(To those whose birthday in January)

2009-01-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Hi..
Hmm . Sian.
Haix. Today slept during maths lesson.
Ms Seah never come.
Sleep about 10minutes.
Woke up & started chionging my homework.
Hahas. Chiong finish already then say tomorrow hand up instead of today.
Zzz. This & that..
Blahblah.
Went to have lunch in KFC with Karen & Korina.
After that, band.
Hhaas. Today sectional..
Practice high range.
Keep pitching..
Went up to high g.
Only by chance, once i got up to high a.
After that, haha. No more. Hahas
Keep staying at g.
Later became worse.
Can't even pitch e. Hahas.
My lips were so 'tired' ?
Hahas. & i felt giddy too. Hahas. Zzz.
So hungry lo that time..
Meris & me were so desperate until went to the drink stall & asked for 2 packet of ice.
Haas. So lazy to walk to the water cooler. Furthermore, the water cooler is not cool.
- - Hahas. Hmm. Ya.
After that went up.
Pack up.
Sat in the music room for quite a while then decided to go.
This& that.
Meris, Korina & me stood in the lrt station & chat there. Lawls!
Blahblah~

Hmm. I don't know why things turn out to be this way.
Maybe i'm too sensitive?
Haix.. I don't know.. =(

2009-01-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Hi! xD
Today stayed in school til 6plus.
Early in the morning.
As usual walk down with Karen them through the parade square.
Then siddenly someone gave me a big present.
haha! Thanks JH ! =D
Hahas. Is a big present though. Hahas
Really thanks. xD
Then went for lessons.
Blahblah.
After school.
Went to have lunch with Karen.
Saw alot of people in KFC.
This & that.
Then went to take another present.
Hahas.
hmm. Blahblah.
Then went home .

thanks people for the present. xD
Loves to you all !! =DD

2009-01-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

Yoyos!
=D currently listening to Celebrate.
Hahas. Hmm. Done some score studying.
No posting.
Didn't have homework to do.
Cause most of the questions, i don't know how to do.
Hahas. Tomorrow asking Ms Seah.
Hmm.
Today is my birthday !
Haha! Recieve quite a number of gifts.
Hahas. Thanks !
After band, ShiQi them helped me to celebrate my birthday~
Hahaa. thanks ! =D
Thanks Lionel for feeding me the cake. =)
Hahas xP
I think that's all ba. I feel like sleeping already. =D

2009-01-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

Yoyo! Hahas.
In order not to miss the time.
I've minimise this window for 2 hour. Hahas
Now 1.33am then started typing. Hahas
Hmm.

-Friday- Cca night -
Went around to ask people to join band with Meris.
Hmm. Found my E3 juniors.
Hahas! =D
Hmm. On the way, also know some rude juniors.
Hahas. The weirdest part is we actually encourage some of the boys to go on NCC.
Hahas. Cause they wanted to have a man cca. Lawls. Hahas.
No matter how much we say they also don't want to join band.
Hahas. So we encouraged them to join ncc. Haha
& we even hi-5 with them. Haha! =D
They're cute. =)
Went home around 8 9plus.
Did something .. Haha. Shh! =x
Hahas. =) We'll repay you back in a way! =D thankyou! xD

-saturday- Just Brass concert - Mr LEE -
Hahas. Ya. Mr lee! =)
Slept til 10plus. Msgmsg awhile. Sleep back again.
Wake up again around 12plus.
Nobody at home. all went out. Zzz.
Hahas. Nothing to eat . Damn hungry.
Wash up & everything. Then Meris msged me to meet out earlier.
Hahas. So met her around 3.30 outside mac.
I was late ! Opps! sorry~
After that, we went to have lunch.
Actually me only. Haha. Cause she have her lunch at home.
Then went up to shoe shop to buy shoe.
Zzz. Shoe spoil. =x
Hmm. JieYi was shocked to know i'm in shoe shop buying shoe. Lawls! Hahas.
Then meet them & meet Yanting & board bus to town.
Stop around bugis, and walk to NAFA campus 3.
Blahblah. Concert finally start.
Cool ! The concert is damn cool !
No words to describe.
After concert. Went to take picture with Mr Lee.
Hahahaha!! xD So happy can~! =D
Then went to have dinner with them at mac.
Then cabbed home with Yanting. =)
After a long day, i was damn tired.
I went to sleep before my hair was fully dry. =x
Hmm. Saw the piccolo trumpet !
Ahhh!So cute!
Actually quite a number of handsome guys there. HAha!
Got one trumpeter, he's handsome. But after a few songs, i couldn't see him le.
Sadds =( . Haha!
He blew the Flugel horn. Hahas. So cute la! =D ( cute as in the instrument & person) Haha! =x
Okay la. I'll stop saying about guys . HAhas. =x

Today. Did nothing much.
Went out to have dinner with family.
Blahblah.
Thanks people! ( those who sent me msg at 12)
=) See you guys tomorrow! xD

Birthdaybirthday~~~!!!

2009-01-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Yoyos!
hmm. Today first 2period is pe!
Hahas. Is Mr Maran again!
Hahahs. Don't know spell correctly anot.
Hmm. After recess, when i'm attending D&T lesson i'm dozing off all the way.
- - Really veryvery tired.
After that, sat down in the concourse.
Blahblah~
Hmmm. Okay. It's okay la, Korina. xD
I don't mind. =)
This&that.
Went home around 7plus.
Tireds..
Tomorrow is the CCA night!
It's gonna be the night !
Hahaha! xP
Today will sleep slightly earlier.
Later doing D&T homework.
I hate doing sketches/drawing. ~.~
Hmm. that's all ba. =D

I hope it continues this way. xD

2009-01-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

YO!
Hmm. Today morning all student leaders went for spot check.
Zzz. Didn't pass hair and socks.
Sigh. Tomorrow sure pass de la. Lawls.
Hmm. Sian. Today went to band for stock check at 3.
Wash instrument.
Got my whole shirt dirty.
Zzz. blackblack de.
But quite fun. Haha. Lawls.
Blahblah.
Went to have dinner with Karen.
Ate Mosburger again. Hahas
Nothing much to write about.
Hmm. That's all ba. I think.

I don't even dare to look at you.

2009-01-06T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'm a bad person.
A bad & cruel person.
I try not to be one.
But i could only do that by escaping.
But even if i escape, i'll still be the bad one.
So i try not to escape.
But things got worse.
& soon i'm escaping again.
Wth right? Hmm. ><

I'm trying all my best to make everyone happy.
Trying all my best to please everyone.
I want everybody around me to be happy.
I thought i could please everyone in one shot.
What a silly & naive thinking i have?
Hah. And now. I finally know & understood.
Yes, everybody can be happy.
But it only happens in my dream world.
In reality, it is the total opposite.
I was really trying very hard to make everyone happy, but i just seems to mess the whole thing up.
And the total opposite of what i want happen. - -

Seriously, i do not know what to do.
I will always get myself confused up.
Maybe i'll just shut up & pretend that i'm deaf & mute.
I'll try to be mute. Even though is abit difficult. =x
I don't know what will happen next if i continue doing my way.

Today, i was so damn sleepy in class.
Almost fall asleep.
During the 1hour assembly time, i doze off.
Pretty tired. Hmm.
After that, sat in concourse.
Finish up homework, & was waiting for the meeting time to start.
After the meeting, we went to Bpp for late lunch.
Damn hungry. After lunch went to Mac to help WeiQi them.
Around 7 plus went home.
This& that.
I'll be posting earlier today.
I'll be sleeping earlier today too.

Haix. Sorry. Don't cry..

2009-01-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

Yo!
Today morning performed.
Hmm. Something went wrong.
The whole trumpet section's gimmicks became Meris & my gimmicks.
Haha! Shall not elaborate. So ps. Hahas.
Hmm. Thank god the sec1s never see.
But the prefects saw. Zzzz.
Jabir still make fun of me. Hmph! Hahas.
After performace, was in the music room.
this& that.

After that, we went down to join the prefects.
Hmm. 1E3. To me, i think is not a bad class.
Hhaaas. But there are some who are very GL lo. Zzz.
GL me siah. Zzz.
So tired after a long day.
Finally everything ended.
Was sitting in the concourse.
Feeling half dead.
Then, fall in.
Bandband & everything.
Ended.

Went home. Blahblahs.
Trying very hard to recall back what Liyena had said.
About the homeworks.
Hmm. Now doing it. Zzz. So tired. Mind switch off already.
x.x Tomorrow have Geography.
Sian la. zzzz.

I hope you are okay. =)
I'm sorry to what i've done.

2009-01-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hies! =)
2days never post . Hahas
Keep forgetting.
Ahhhh! WTH!
My hair is short now~
Zzz. Sian. It looks weird! ><
Hmm. tomorrow will be performing for the sec1.
Go band! We can do it! Hahas.
We'll be skipping lessons!
Hahaha! Cause after performing, we'll be helping in the sec1 orientation thing.
Hahas. So no time for lessons. Haahas.

Hmm. JiaYou! - KLes, Korina, Asroy, Nazrul && Riduan !
Hahas. =D
I still couldn't believe that i'm sec2 turning 14 this year.
Hahas. Hmm. Time flies~~~
Hahas. Meris. WLL for your happy 14! Hhaas. Opps. So bad.. xD
Peace! Hahas.

Woots! Ms Chang is our form teacher ! So happy.
But unfortunately, she teaches me those subjects that i hated the most.
Zzz. Hahahs.
This&That.
First day of school is just like any other normal school days.
Ohh. I pulled the flag on Friday.
Omygosh la. Hahas. Not a very nice one.
Hhaas. So ps. First day of school like that. Hahas
Then Bandband.
Then go home.

Zzz. I'm sorry.
Really sorry.
I don't know why i'll make a sudden change.
I just couldn't don't care how they feel.
I'm sorry.

Things are change so fast.
I still couldn't adapt to it.
I don't know why it has become like this.
Is my problem or yours?
Or is our problem? hmm. I don't like it this way.

Goodluck Arif. =)

2009-01-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

End it nicely,
start it beautifully,
stay with it peacefully..

Haix.
Suddenly, i feel like sighing.
Haas.
Hmm. Few more hours to school reopen.
My things haven't finish ehh.
=x Tomorrow pulling flag.
Ohh. Nervous. Hahas.
Quite long never pull lerhs.
Today went out.
Haiya. lazy to elaborate.
But is a fun trip.

You must really help me !
Or else i'll die, for sure .

2008-12-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm, Hies.
Haix. Don't know what happen la.
Suddenly whole person feeling damn down.

I'm sorry yo, Karen.

Zzz. ~.~
Today evening went to my dad's boss' house for bbq.
To count down actually.
But we left earlier. Hmm.
Saw 2handsome guys there.
Suppose to be a happy thing.
But my mood now really happy bu liao.
Haix. Don't know why la. Feel like scolding people.

One more day to school reopen.
Everything also haven't pack.
Tie don't know put where.
Books haven't wrap.
Stationary haven't buy.
Bag haven't mend.
Everything haven't do.
I'm still not ready for it. I guess. Hmm.
Sian. Next year sec2 le.
Suddenly feel so old. =x

Haix. I'm currently damn down.
Totally no mood to type anymore.

The current time now is 10.46pm.
An hour 14 minutes to 2009..
Happy New Year everyone.
Zzz. My happy new year seems so down too.
Okay la. I go le.
byes.

Haix. Maybe i'll really consider you.

I also want to lead a life like that~ HMC

2008-12-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Yos!
Hahas.
Today walked back home with Meris.
Went to Greenridge Shopping Centre with her.
Hahas. We've chat alot during the journey. Hhaas/
Told her one of my secret. Ohh! Hhaas.
Hmm .
Today we have band practice.
But almost 3/4 of the band is missing. HAhas.
They went to the workshop.
Sectional whole day til Lionel them came back.
Around 4.30 they started rehearsing?
I think so. About 5 plus we started the POP thing.
HAahs. Quite cool! Hhaas.
This & that.
Meris & me got so high at the end of the POP party. Hhaas.

Sunday.
After the concert, Karen & me went around marina square & esplanade to walkwalk.
We got ourselves lost. - -
& Karen lost her handphone & jacket.
Zzz.
This&that,
& finally we took 75 back to Bp.
Stupid bus. Sit until my head very pain.
After alighting, we went to mac to sit.
We have our dinner there.
This& that, then accompany Karen to her house.
Then walk home alone.
Hmm. That day i was like half dead.
Damn tired.

I'm confused.
I don't know what to do. >.<

2008-12-28T09:24:00.002+08:00

Yo!
Hahas.
About 1week never post le ba.
Hahas. The past 4days - Monday to Thursday not very free.
Friday Meris & i went to DQ's house to help them take things.
Then we went on separate ways to Sentosa.
Reached the Siloso Beach, the stupid guard held us back.
Zzz. Because of typo error of name.
Then slowly walked in.
Blahblah. Went into the room, everything settled down waiting for WQ them.
This & that. Skipskip.
When we were about to go out, the damn weather rained. Zzz.
Then bobian we have to stay in the room & wait.
We ate fried rice.
Finally the rain stopped.
All of us went out with bbq things.
Lionel & guys were bbq-ing the food.
Meris & us were playing in the water.
HAhas. We didn't help. Opps! Hahas.
Just only awhile, i'm all wet. Zzz.
skipskip.
Around 7 8pm, we settled down to have some food.
Hmm. Very nice. Hahas.
The Meris & me went to walkwalk & chatchat.
Skipskip.
We went to swim around 8 9 plus?
Ya. We swim all the way to 12. Hahas.
When back to room after that, i was shivering la.
So cold can! ~.~
Blahblah. Slept earlier than all of them. Haas.
Veryvery tired. Butu i didn't really sleep.
wake up almost every hour . Zzz.

One thing to say, ' the policy over there sucks' .

Today will post early.
As after that i'll be outside til 12am.
Hhaas. Later got concert. Hmm.
I think i got to go le. Byes!

2008-12-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

Haix~
I'm so so so sorry Meris.
I didn't go to your chalet.. =(
I do hope you have fun with the seniors.
Sorry. Haix. I felt so guilty. Felt so bad. T.T

Hmm. Today have band practice.
3hours only..
Before going to band, we helped out the teachers with the sec1 registration.
Then about 9.30 reach music room.
Today's fanfare rehearsal didn't play well.
I didn't have breakfast & i used up my only energy before i go for band..
Zzz. So didn't have the strength to play properly..
Zzz. Sorry. But i'll surely have breakfast for tomorrow.
I'll surely play well & nicely for tomorrow. xD

I think that's all ba..
Hmm. I go watch tv le.
Byebyes.

FANFARE yo!!

2008-12-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Past 2days are having band practice.
Just like any other normal band practice.
Only that is MrLee conducting us.. =D
Mr Toh went overseas.
Urmm. Sorry Meris.
Tomorrow i can't go to your chalet.
But, still wish you a happy birthday yea! =D
Tomorrow have band practice again. =D

So sian eh. Nothing to do..
so bored..
I think that's all ba. Hhaas. =P

FANFARE!!

2008-12-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

Heyhey!
Hahas.
Today didn't late. Lucky.
Hahs. Hmm. Sectional~
Combine~
Blahblah.
Lazy to elaborate.
Waitress? Urm. For real? Hahas.
Still couldn't believe it yea. Hahs.
I hope it could be fun~
Heehee. xP
After band, went to have dinner with K'Les in MosBurger.
Chatchat there.
This & that.

Woah, i'm really very tired.
Today reach home le straight away sleep on the sofa.
Like dead like that.
Lalala~
Sian ehh .

JiaYous everyone~!
We can do it yo! =D

2008-12-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

Heyyo!
Hahas. Today went to hospital again.
Went to see ahgong.
He's better now. But still not as good.
Hmm. I hope he get well real soon.
Hahas. This coming week will be a busy week for me..
My week is packed. Hahas.
Woots! Tomorrow Rachel will be going band.
Hahas. So long never see her le. Misses. Hahas.
Meeting her for breakfast.
Must eat alot okay, if not later same thing happen again. =)

I'm sorry for not answering you.
I'm kinda confused. Sorry yea. =)

2008-12-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

Yoyos! Hahas.
Didn't post for 2days.
Keep forgetting. Hahs.

Thursday, Karen came to my ahma house to practice.
Both of us practice until very very tired.
First time. Hahs.

Friday, band day~ Woots! Hahahs.
But, i'm late again.
Got scolding from ahma. Zz. I won't late anymore.. T.T
Rush like mad to school.
Almost fell down. =x

Today, didn't do anything.
Got la. Buzz mouthpiece niah.
Hahas. Slept till 2pm.
Wake up quite early huh. Hahas.
But indeed i cannot wake up that early. Cause afterall i'm still tired.
Sleep around 5plus woke up at 7. Hehs. =P
Sian la. Will not be having practices for 10days. >.<
Few more days to Fanfare! Hoho. Nervous. =D

Don't ever do it again.
I hope you mean what you've said.

2008-12-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

Yoyos!
Today post abit earlier.
Hmm. So sian. x.x
Nowadays so many things happened..
Alot of unexpected things had happened.
Didn't mean to make you all angry. Sorry seniors. =(
Haix. So sorry..
Sorry & thankyou SQ.
Don't wish to elaborate any further.
I'll stop here ba.

I feel like emoing.
But i know i can't. =(
I feel like crying.
But i know i shouldn't. D;
I feel like doing something.
But i know the consequences. ~.~
What can i do? Please tell me..

2008-12-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

Ha!
This time round i'm on time.
Lols. =D
Hmm. Today i'm late for half an hour.
Hahas. Sorry Angie & Meris. =x
Today went to Meris' house.
To practice trumpet. Haa =x
Went there i think practice for 1hour or lesser.
The rest of time 1 to 7pm is playing games.. =xx
Hahas. I think 7plus going 8 we left her house.
Then we went to Bpp's mac to have dinner.
Before deciding to go Bpp mac, Angie & me are walking around under her block.
As she cannot decide whether to eat KFC at greenridge shopping centre or Bpp mac.
Zzz. But lastly we decide to go Bpp mac.
Lols. So walkwalk. Eateat.
I did something damn stupid. - -
Blahblah. Went to her aunt's house as she need to take something.
Then she walked with me back to my ahma house.
This & that.
Haix. So tired. *Yawns*

I think the situation now is better.
I hope it could remain this way. ;D

2008-12-05T23:25:00.003+08:00

Haix.
Today's not my day.
I'm late for band.
Overslept. ~.~
But reached school within an half hour.
Practicepractice.
Mr Lee came. Wooh! Hahas.
Another teacher came?
Mr Choy. Don't know correct spelling anot. Hahs.
Heard that he quite friendly? Hahs.
He very power lo. Peifupeifu.
After band.
Stayed a little longer in band room.
Digging out some scores with Meris.
Then suddenly SQ asked me something.
About why i'm late.
Zz. I came straight to school without delaying when i know i've overslept.
Haix. Because of this, i've been an emo kid for hours.
Poor litterbug got to stay with me quietly.
Lols. My mood was damn bad de lo.
Can erupt anytime. But now ok le.
Erm. I'm not blaming anyone. =)
Just wanna express my feelings.
Went loitering around alone after parting with litterbug.

Things do get better as day goes by.
& i hope things will be solved when time arrives.

2008-12-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

Hmm.
Today woke up around 10.45am.
I'm late again.
Suppose to meet litterbug at 11 outside mac.
Yet.. Haix.
Sorry. Hahs. =)
After that, bought some things & went to my ahma house.
Started practising.
So on. Then around 5plus we left the house.
Went to Bpp with her to walkwalk..
Saw her father. Hahs .
Blahblah.
Took bus home.
Reached bus stop saw my pri friend.
Hahs. So long never see her le.
So we went to somewhere in singapore to chat.
Hahas. .
So tired now. ~.~
So lazy to post too. =x

Haix. I don't understand what you mean.
But i think you get me le.
Haix!

2008-12-03T00:28:00.003+08:00

Ohh.
Forgot to post on time again.
Haix. Sian.
I really don't know what to do ehh.
Damn sickening can~
I know clearly what i want to do.
But, it seems to be so hard to do it.
Maybe i like it this way.
Zzz. I know if we continue on like this,
you'll be more tired than ever.
But, seriously i don't have the guts to do it.
What am i suppose to do?
Keep procrastinating?
Haix. Maybe i should? Since i'm a procrastinator. ~.~

I'm always the one people want to so called ''protect'' ?
Lols. Maybe i used the wrong word.
But it does seems like that.
People tends to keep things away from me although it's about me.
I know you all doesn't want me to get hurt or doesn't want me to worry.
Purely just want to help me in the dark. But!
It is no use to keep it away from me if one day i would still get to know it.
So why is there a need to keep it away from me? -.-
Thanks for doing all that. But do you all know?
I'm just so tired about it. Guessing each & everytime. . D;

Don't know already la.
So * tired.
Opps. Hhaas. Zzz.
Whatever la. Don't care already.
See how it goes. (standard line)

Tomorrow will be going for band.
Going to be another tired day.
GoodLuck~

Wednesday , Dec 3 2008 / 10.08PM

Sian.
Having headache now.
Just now quarrelled with my mum. =(
People bad mood ma.
Whatever la. ~.~
ZZz. Mood damn freaking bad can.
I might just lose my temper anytime to anyone.
I'm so damn * up! =x
Haix.

There's nothing more i can do.
I'm so afraid of what will happen after that..
I'm very scared. Veryvery scare..
I'm just so timid.
& i simply hate it.
Sucky attitude.

The real me.

2008-12-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today cried during sectional.
Haix. I really felt so useless can.
Zzz. Sorry ShiQi.
Although my sorry already seems to be no use.
Haix. I really felt very guilty.
I wanted to make things right,
but it seems like i doesn't have the strength to do it.
~.~ Damn sad can~ >.<
Sian. Really don't know what to do le. - -

Yea. She's right.
Sorry cannot say too many times.
As time pass, it might become useless.
No effect. D;

2008-12-01T02:23:00.005+08:00

Monday , December 1 , 2008 / 2.23AM

Hmm.
Hellos. xD
Sian ehh.
I forgot to post. Haahs.
Currently having fever.
ZZzz. I don't like to be sick.
Hahas. Who on earth will like.
Hahas. Sian la.
Haix. Nothing much uhh today.
I've a plan to deal with that problem.
But don't know will it work.
I hope it does.
Haix. See how it goes le la.
So tired.
Suddenly, i'm missing him so much.. =(

雪~
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拼出你我的缘分

我们的缘分真的能就这样被拼出来吗？
但愿如此..

2008-11-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

I'm BACK!
Hahas. Reached Singapore Yesterday afternoon. Didn't online yesterday.
As i was too tired & lazy to online. =xx Slept at 1am woke up around 6pm just now.
Didn't really sleep in bus. Damn tired. & i was having headache in the bus. - - Now, let me talk about the things that happened over there. xD

First day. Arrival & Opening ceremony~
Sat in the bus for almost half of the day. Reached there was like so excited. Went to hotel room, put down luggage & everything Angie & me went out to other people's room immediately. Hahas.
A few hours later, went to have dinner. Free dinner-buffet. Eateat. Then went to the ballroom for the opening ceremony. Was playing there. Hahas. Quite fun. Settle down & everything, Meris & Faye came. They wanted to sleep with us as they were scare. Then when we were about to sleep, HuiHui & JinXiu came. They wanted to sleep with us too. Hahas. The 6 of us were like squeezing in 2 beds. Didn't really have a nice sleep.

Second day. Competition~
Woke up when Meris called us. We were late. Shit. Hahas. But nevermind, cause late together. =x Went down, meet at Level 8. Then went to have breakfast. After lunch, we went up to change to Band U. Prepare everything & was waiting for the time to come. When the time arrived, we went to GICC there with our instrument everything. Went in to the ballroom, & started playing.
Didn't really did well. Zzz. Quite disappointed. After that, went back to room i think. Can't remember. At night, we went to L & DQ's room after sitting in the starbucks. Shhh. Hhaas. Meris, Celeste, SQ, Angie, Lina, XH, JY, Vanessa, Elisha & me. Went there & play.
we played the Animal game. After playing all of us squeeze in that room to sleep. Poor SQ. Hhaas. Being kicked by Elisha ended up sleeping on the floor. But, poor Elisha too. Hahas. Cause the next day, the phone on the table beside Elisha rang, she had to wake up & off it. Hhaas. & it rang alot of times. Hahas! I sleep until like nobody business. =x

Third day. Results & Friendship concert~
After dinner, accompany Elisha up to change shoe. Then rush down to GICC. We were attending the Friendship concert. Quite fun luhh. At first, i was like dozing off. But after that, Elisha, Meris & me were like so high. We were shouting. We still stood up & 'dance'. Lols? After all the fun, finally the results. We got Silver. Some of us was happy, some of us was sad. Some even cried. I almost cried too. hmm. Don't say le. Hahas. Skipskip. Then we went to L & DQ's room again. We played 21dian. Hhaas. The loser & winner will need to drink 'a drink'. Hahas. After that game, they drinkdrink. I never drink. Lionel went to sleep first. He was very tired uhh. He slept on the floor. DQ slept on the floor too. Angie, SQ, Elisha & me slept on the bed. Sq sleep first. Elisha & me haven't sleep. The both of us were singing out of our lungs. & we didn't care if we went out of tune but just continued singing. Haa. Angie was having a hard time covering our mouths. Haa. After that, we were all asleep.

Forth day. Closing ceremony & Theme park day!
Elisha & me & Huihui they all were being grounded in our rooms for 1hour. Cause we were late the day before despite of being reminded again & again. Around 12plus, we went to theme park to play together with Meris, Faye, KS & Rauzha as Mr Maran had allowed us to go. We didn't have lunch. Lalala~ Saw LH them when we were queuing for the circle circle thing. Didn't see SQ them for the whole day as they were attending workshops & were grounded too. After that, went back to my room. Went to bath. Elisha went to her room to take her things & went to my room to bath. I wasn't feeling well that time. After Elisha bathed, KS & Rauzha came. KS sat down & started eating her porridge. Elisha & Rauzha started playing our instrument while KS & me were playing the puzzle thingy. After awhile, we heard doorbell rang. We thought is SQ & Angie. But it turns out to be EunJin. She told us not to play the trumpet. Me & KS replied - ok! Lols. Hahas. Awhile, Meris & Faye came. Around 6pm we went to level 8. Reached there quite early? hahas. Cause we have our lesson already. Zzz. This & that. Didn't have dinner. Don't feel like having. Lalala. Then went to attend closing ceremony. I was like sleeping there. =xx After the ceremony, we went back to rooms. We went to Meris & Faye's room. Sit there do nothing. After that, i went back to my room. Alot of people over there. Hahas. But i still go in. DQ there too. Went in there, talktalk & decided to have supper. I was super hungry lo. So as them. We went to Marybrown. Saw Mr Toh there too. After eating, went to SQ's room. Elisha, Faye & Meris were about to sleep. Hahas. & we went in to disturb. =x Lionel & me lye down on the bed. DQ & Angie tickle me immediately. Zzz. They let Lionel sleep but not me. Sobs. Hhaas. When everyone gets to sit down, DQ started telling us Ghost stories. Meris, Faye & me being scared till cry. Zzz. Thanks uhh Elisha. Thanks for scaring me. Hhaas. Thanks Angie too. After that, we went to sleep. Angie & me were sleeping on the most comfortable zone. Hahas. Actually we planned not to sleep de. Haas.

Last day. Departure~
Went to have breakfast. I didn't eat too. Too sleepy to eat. After that, went up to pack again & meet at GICC. Sat on the bus with Meris. Blahblah & reached Sg.

Miss Genting yea!
Actually is miss those times with them!
Miss the times GL-ing Meris & Faye.
Miss the time playing in the theme park.
Miss the time sitting in Starbucks even though is very cold.
Miss the times singing with Elisha & Angie covering our mouths.
Miss the time being grounded with Elisha.

Woah. I've used 2hours to post. hahas.

2008-11-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hihies! xD
In 7hours time i'll be going to Genting.
Hahas. Should be sleeping now.
But, haven't finish packing. Hahas.

Today went out around 3plus.
Went to Suntec.
Went to the Book Fair.
Popular again.
Buy things.
Walk until leg sore.
Went to SGH around 8plus to visit my AhGong.
Omg luhhs.
He seems to be so thin.
Zzz. So KeLian..
Reached home around 10plus.
Bathed, Watched tv & started packing.
Hehes. Thanks Mom for helping me.

I'll MIA for 4days yea.
Don't miss me uhh although i know you will. HAhas. =xx
I'll miss you too. Haa.
TakeCare oooh!
I'll brb in the nick of time! ;D
Buurrbbyyeess~! <333

GO FJSB!

2008-11-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm. I hope you're ok. ;D
Although i'm not that close to you/don't really like you.
My AhGong was being sent to hospital.
& was hospitalized.
He went for operation, & was out of danger.
But the person say he must still stay in ICU.
Lols. Don't know want siah.
This & that.
Went home.
Tried Band U & boots.
Still can wear. Hahas.
Then did something very stupid. >.<
Don't want to say. =x
After that, around 4plus, i slept all the way till 7.30.
Nice sleep. Veryvery tired. ~.~
I was away from my laptop from 4plus til 11.30.
When i was back, i'm so shocked luhh.
My laptop was so hot loh. I didn't shut down. =xx
Hahas. Common sense?

Blahblahs~
2more days to Genting.
Excited siah. ;D
Got to go & pack up le. Hhaas.

I LOVE FJSB! <33

2008-11-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

Yos!
Lols. xD
So tired now, feel like sleeping.
Today, stayed back to oil instrument.
Woah! All of us- Meris, KS & me get to change instrument.
We promise to work extra hard. xD
After that, Lina helped me to clean my instrument.
Very shiny now. Heehee. ;DD
So happy. xP
Now starting to pack a little stuff.
Tomorrow trying Band U.
Hope i still can wear. Hhaas. xP
Hmm. Oh ya. Today we played a different kind of captain's ball.
We use sponge instead of balls.
& the sponge is soak in water.
Not so active today.
Didn't really play much. Stand there be statue.
But, is with Meris. So still ok. Hahaas.
Asroy so wet lo. Hahas. But his catching skill veryvery good.
Good job ehh! Trumpet, Trombone & Eufo won.
Hahas. Ps. Don't know how to spell Asroy's instrument. =x

I think that's all ba.
Very tired le.
Maybe tomorrow then continue to elaborate ba.
xD Nights people ~

Thanks Lina for the gifts. ;D

2008-11-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

Today, we went to CCHY for exchange.
Their school is nice de lo. Hahas.
Sorry SQ.
This & that..

Went back to school around 5plus.
I think 5plus reaching 6 we went down to canteen.
Went to join the prefects.
Hhaas. We're having a farewell party for the sec4s & sec5s prefect.
Playplay around.
Eateat, chatchat.
Actually i don't want to get wet de lo.
But someoneS got me so wet. >.<
I'll revenge de. Don't worry. xP
Blah & blah.
Reached ahma house around 8plus.
Damn tired at that time..

Blahblahs.
Finally get back my energy & i'm posting now. Haas.
Tomorrow our band is having a last round of game.
I think it's going to be fun! xD
At the same time it'll be tiring. Cause..
I have to wake up very early again. Zzz~ =x

Another few more days. Less than 5days, we're going to genting.
All the best yah! xDD

完美是一个目标, 有谁能全部做到?..
这世界谁来决定, 谁比谁好谁更荣耀..?

2008-11-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today went to school early.
Played captain's ball.
Our team name is called Tupet - Tuba + Trumpet.
Hahas. Cool ehh?
Hahas. F.Horn's team name even cool - Frenchbone.
Hahas. This & that. Around 10plus we started our practice.
We have sectional.
This & that, then MrLee combine us.
So on..
Combine til halfway, Mr Toh came.
& he came in with new F.Horns & Clar.
ZZz! So jealous can. >.<
I also want new Trumpet.
The F.Horn is so shiny can.
My eyes hurt alot ehh.
~.~ Tomorrow must bring sunglass. -.-
Lastly packed up.

Went to Bpp.
Have dinner there with K'Les.
Eateat, chatchat.
So on.
then suddenly, i have this idea of going to JQ's house.
Miss her alot ehh. ;D
Didn't see her for days. Hahas.
She's not feeling good, therefore me & K'Les decided to buy Apples for her.
Haha. Went to popular to buy 'wrapping' plastic.
Went to Aries to buy ribbon.
This & that.

Went to Hazel Park.
Walk to one of the block.
Zzz. So malu can.
We went to the back of the house.
Open the lock & went in quietly & when we step into the back of the house then only we realised that it is not JQ's house.
Shitty?!!
Luckily nobody saw us lo.
If not surely diee. - -
This & that.
Went in her house, saw her lying on her bed in her room covered by her blanket.
She didn't on aircon nor fan.
& the whole room is like so stuffy.
Wonder how she survive inside, with blanket somemore.
This & that. Around 8.30pm we left her house.
Walked back to interchange. Took bus back to ahma house.

Went back ahma house, celebrated Sister's birthday.
Happie Birthday~! ;DD

Get Well Soon~!
Must really takecare hor JQ. xD

Current mood quite angry. >.<

2008-11-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

Today, reach school around 9.05am.
Saw someone & suddenly walk very slowly.
Cause i know that person is going to school.
K'Les & me thought of meeting each other earlier to practice.
But, who knows? That person there?
Zzz. Nevermind. So on.
Bandband~ MrLee came~ Conduct us~ Packed up.

I've played my instrument today.
My tone doesn't sound like mine at all.
What an ugly tone.
Is it because of the recovery of my lips?
Zzz. I do hope so. >.<
Some simple notes that i can pitch last time seems to be difficult to me now.
B flat scale - B, C, A.
Notes after G. Zzz.
Why??! So disappointed.
So pekchek. Zzz.
But, i'll continue to work hard no matter what.
These are the last few days i can practise.
Must make full use of it.
Need to drink more water from today onwards.
Sigh. I hate drinking water. Don't know why..

Woots~!
I saw him again. Hahas.
He smiled at me first again.
Hahas. I thought he went back already.
Cause AK said before.
Hmm. I really do hope to see him again.
Hhaas. Shh.. =x

Tomorrow will be reaching school around 7.15am.
As all of us must be in school about 7.30am.
Early ehh. Hahas.
Will having some games then practice.
Actually, i want to have more practices ehh.
=x Can we have last practice on Saturday? =x
Hhaas.

6days to Genting~! ;DD

2008-11-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hellos! xD
Today, didn't play instrument at all.
Zzz. Felt abit sleepy during combine & sectional. =xx
Cause i was doing nothing. Zzz.
I don't like ehh.
Genting coming, yet i'm being so slack.
Zzz. I wanted to do something.
Don't wanna feel so slack.
I'm so damn worry. Zzz.
I think i'll try to play tomorrow.
But if my lips doesn't heal that fast, i may result in making it worse.
If my lips were not to heal by tomorrow, maybe i couldn't play during genting?
Zzz. I hope & pray i could recover faster.

Tomorrow EJ is testing the 3of us - KS, Meris & me.
Choose 2person to change instrument - to Bark.
I hope i could change. Hopefully uhh.
I want to play. I want to prove to everyone that i can do it! ;DD
Hahas. Hopefully i can luhh. Haha. =x
That's all ba. Want to sleep earlier today.

Everything is back to normal~ ;DDD

2008-11-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

Yos! xD
Very sian ehh.
Today slept for 11hours only.
Slept at 4am, woke up at 3pm.
Do nothing at all eh.
Hmm.
I'm going to start studying soon.
No time to waste.
After genting, going to start studying.
Recap those things i've studied in this year.

I just simply hate the feeling of rinsing my mouth when it's peeling.
Very .. don't know how to explain.
But those feeling only those people's lips often peel will know.
Can say when you fall onto ''bricks'' kind of floor(those very rough one), then you go & wash the wound that kind of pain.
It's healing now.
So not really that pain le.
Very itchy instead.
Zzz. Tomorrow i'm going for band yet cannot play instrument.
My current condition, totally cannot buzz at all. >.<

I'll work extra harder right after the recovery of my lips.

2008-11-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hellos! xD
Nowadays very boring uhh.
Nothing much happened.
Stayed at ahma house the whole day.
Didn't went out.
Sian~
My lips totally cannot play at all.
How? .. I may need a few days to recover.
Arrghh!
I just hate the stupid feeling.

Should i talk to you now?

2008-11-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Shitty!
My lips are starting to peel.
& i couldn't play.
Can la. But tone very not nice.
Zzz. Stuggling to pitch b lo.
ZZz!! Blah & blah.
Went to Bpp after band ends.
This & that.
Went to search for somethings & reached home around 8plus.
Feel like sleeping now.
So damn tired.

I think i'll end here.
It's rather short eh?
Hhaas. Yea. But i very tired.
Haas. That's all ba. xD

2008-11-12T22:55:00.005+08:00

Reached school around 9.20plus.
Alot of people in school today.
Band members, Dance members, Sec2s & Sec4s.
This & that.
Fall in~ Band practice~ Lastly packed up.
Went to Bpp with K'Les after having lunch-cup noodles.
Went there saw JieYi & gang again.
Hahas. So on~
Went walking up & down again, as usual.
After that we went to 176.
Sat there for an hour? As that time was having a heavy rain.
Blah & blah..

Ohya. Yesterday RL fainted.
Omg lorhs. Zzz. Shocked ehh.
I was playing halfway & she grabbed me.
I was like so stunned.
Hahas. Hope that you're ok. xD
& after she had been sent to the sick bay?
Something happened.
Omg?!! I've dropped SQ's trumpet & it was dented. >.<
Sorry SQ! I wished i could do something.

I was being attacked by a sotsot guy. I was so shocked. Whole mind went blank.
He charged at me to take my bubble tea's straw.
He's very rough & he had hurt me-my hand.
This incident happened yesterday.
& yesterday i'm so tired as you can see what happened in my previous post.
Plus, i have a weak heart. Almost fainted? Lols.

Litterbug, don't be angry luhh. Don't be sad too. ;DD
船到桥头自然直.
Don't think too much ehh. xD

2008-11-11T21:50:00.006+08:00

Reached school just on time-9.30am.
Went in school together with Angie, SQ & Lionel.
Today all sec1s do pumping.
As we never answer what majors ask..
Sorry majors. D;

Blah&blah.
Sectional. Combine F.Horns & trumpets.
Then combine everybody.
Today's packing up we didn't rush.
Hahas. As we think that there is no point, so packed slowly.
This&that. K'Les & me went to have cup noodles for lunch.
After that, we went to Bpp.
As we thought SQ was there.
But she wasn't. So we went to popular.
Went up the lift, walked out of the place saw JieYi & gang & ....! Hahas. Shhh!
Although they're from the 4th level, but i can see their expression clearly.
Especially JieYi's. Hahas. =x
I saw it, but i just wove to them & walk away. Opps! =sss Hahas.
After that. Fadhil & Farhan came down with us.
Then walkwalk, hidehide, went to the ATM machine there.
Stood there & saw JieYi & gang running.
Haa! running away from ... Then the four of us laughed. Lols. So bad can. Hahas.
Then we continue to walk, then saw them coming up w/o .... Hahas
We went to the opposite blk to hide.
Finally, we get to settle down.
BUT!
Only for that few seconds, .... APPEARED!
Zzz! All of us was like. OMG?!!
After that, KaiSheng say that we can go his house.
Reached different floor & started running. Lol. Runrunrun!
K'Les & me ran down, saw Fadhil coming down.
But, .... was behind him. -.-''
But the 3 of us say we need to go home. So we walk out of the blk.
Standing at the stairs, decided to call JieYi.
End up, they were in the carpark which is near to us, so we ran there.
Blah& blah. Finally get rid of her. Zz.
Went to 170/80.
After awhile, i need to pass KS score.
So K'Les & me left our bag with them.
When we're walking back, we saw them taking our things & running away. Omg~! Hahas.
After that, we(K'les&me) were running like mads. Chasing after them.
I was being bluffed by KaiSheng twice!
Runrun, chasechase.

Feel like avoiding you again.
The same feeling as last time is coming back.
Why? Why always the 2 of us?
Why me?! D;

2008-11-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hellos..
Today woke up 6plus.
Went to ahma house.
As usual lo.
Early in the morning have headache le.
& is very pain one somemore.
Zzz. Think is not enough of sleep. - -
Damn sian.
When i was about to go out,
it starts raining..
Then i've got to carry the trumpet & take umbrella.
Zzz. So troublesome.
Reached school.
Fall in.
Blah&blah.
Practice practice.
Mr Lee wants KS & me to change score.
Erm. As in we exchange our parts.
Zzz. That means we got to learn from the start again.
-.-
Nevermind.
This & that.
Combine~~ Lastly pack up.
All of us-Rauzha, Liyena, K'Les, Ezreen & me packed up very fast today.
Hahas. To hide away from someone. =x
So on.
Sat down in Mac with Angie & friends again.
Played card games with them.
This & that.
Yo SHIQI!
Hahas!
Very long never see&talk to her le.
Hahas. Today saw her, she's so tanned.
Hahas.

Blah & blah. Today went home earlier.
6plus. As usual, walk back with her.

Hmm.
Those friends who msged me today, i'm so sorry that i didn't reply.
As i'm lazy to reply. =xxx
Sorry!! =)

I've decided not to care anymore. Maybe i cannot don't care? =x
Whatever that is going to happen, as long as it doesn't concern about me i'm not going to care.
I know this is bad, but i felt so damn tired.
So sick & tired of being myself.
The life i've led is so tiring. Maybe i shouldn't complain? =xx
Worry this worry that.
Always having this stupid habit of thinking here & there.
I'm so tired..

Can I go Bad?

2008-11-09T20:17:00.003+08:00

I feel like crying.
I also don't know for what.
My emo disease is back. - -
Don't ask me what happened.
I'll tell you if i want. =x

Currently alone in my house.
Felt so lonely..
Start to think alot of things again..
Zzz. Shall not say anymore..

Today practiced trumpet for 2hours.
Lols. I'm able to pitch the next note after high c.
Lols. But don't know tomorrow still can pitch that note anot.
-.-
So sian.
Is there anyone who can entertain me?
Zzz..
From my post can really see that i'm sian?
Zzz. So lazy to do things.
I think i'll stop here then.
~.~

My attitude sucks.

2008-11-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hellos! xD
Today slept til 4.17pm.
Woah. Hahas.
Getting later & later.
But helped my parents to save money.
As i only eat dinner. Hahas. =D
Did nothing much lo as i woke up late.
Sian. ZzzzZz.

2008-11-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

Friday 07 November 2008

Ohh. Missed the time.
Should post before 12.
Hhaas. Nevermind.

Zzz!! They never tell us!
They never tell us that they're going to see SQ & JY graduate from NCO.
They're performing.
One marching, one playing.
Urghh! They never tell us beforehand. >.<
They only say it when we're having combine..
& somemore is Mr Lee.
He is like keep starring at us.
Giving us those better don't go those looks.
Zzz. Only Trumpet section don't know okay!
So.. Zzzz. Felt so regret that i didn't go. ~.~
Another thing we don't know.
Again, only Trumpet section don't know.
Arrrghh!
Next week we're having band from 9-5pm, everyday.
0.O Intensive training.
But we really don't have much time left. n_n
This & that.

After band, waited for Angie.
Went to Bpp.
Sat down in Mac.
Sit with Angie's friends.
Okay la. Only 2. Hahas.
The 4 of us played the game - Level 7 pig.
Hahas. Okay la. That game not bad.
Haa. K'Les is level 7 pig. Must do forfeit lo. Haa.
I almost become level 7 too.
I was like so noob can!
Talk to Angie & K'les & become pig. Zzz.
Later on, KaiFang came.
She joined too.
Hahas. She is the only one that remains as a human.
Hahas. xD
So on.

Leave Bpp around 8.45? Around there la.
Angie & me accompany K'Les home.
Then after that, Angie accompany me home.
My Cck home. Woah. Hahas.
She was suppose to meet LH at Cck mrt ot lrt there.
But LH was still at Dunearn Rd, NCO there.
So they decide to meet at Bpp.
Lols. Then she had wasted her time & money..
This & that.

After my bath, around 11plus, came out from the bathroom,
i saw alot of missed calls.
Lols. I think is from LH.
Sorry ah. Angie is not with me already.

My Life is full of Regrets...
Regret of doing this & that,
regret of allowing things to happen,
regret of not going here & there. D;

2008-11-06T21:26:00.004+08:00

Yoyoyo!
Hahas. Lols. - -
Woke up around 8plus.
Go for Band practice.
Same procedure - Mr Lee came~
Mr Toh came~
This & that..
After band, KS & Rauzha went off first.
Hide away from someone. =x Shh! Hahas.
Then that person came to look for me & K'Les.
Zzz. So we tried to shake her off.
& we succeed. =xx
Blah & blah.
Reached Bpp with Angie.
Have KFC for lunch.
Later on, Rauzha & KS came.
Sat down with us for lunch.
Ahh! Shit. That person came.
Angie say we very bad. In the end, she, herself also. =x
Hahas.
After KS & Rauzha left, Angie went home to change.
Meeting her outside KFC around 3.45pm.
So meanwhile, we went to popular & library with that person.
Zzz. That person keep following us.
Can't we have our own space?
Lols. I seriously don't like that kind of person.
In fact i hate. =xx
This & that.
Went to toilet. Stomach pain ma.
So took abit longer then she started banging onto the door.
Saying what am i laying eggs?
WTH! You can just walk away ok.
Idiot. Damn angry. & you know how many people are outside anot.
!!!! Nevermind.
The worst thing is . I told her that i'll walk around & she don't have to follow me, she can walk around too.
But she doesn't seem to understand me & kept on following.
Isn't that obvious that i don't want her to follow?
Zzz. Her attitude made people go away from her.
Even K'Les also have the same thinking as me.
It is a bless if you don't know her.
Oppps! So bad. =x

After meeting Angie, we decide to make up a story saying that we want to meet other people.
So cannot stay with her.
Although it's bad, but if it were you, i'm sure you would do that too.
Then she. Wa.. Really want to slap her. =xx
Don't want to elaborate liao. Zzz.
This & that.
After everything, went in the plaza & started walking again.
As usual.
Saw CZ.
He talked to us.
Walked home with him.
He really changed alot.
To a better guy. xD

Ohya! Hahas.
I'm also quite happy today. ;DD
I saw him!!
Hahas. He smiled at me first! xDD
Ahh!! He remembers me!
As long as i know he still remembers me,
i'm happy already.
Really.. ;DD

That's all ba.
Today want to sleep earlier.

Suddenly don't feel like going anywhere.
Including Genting. =x
I'm so tired. D;

2008-11-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today stayed at home the whole day.
Woke up around 2plus.
Veryvery tired lo.
Someone still say i'm a pig.
Zzz. Nevermind.
This & that.
Have an hour of lunch.
Woah. First time eat til so long.
After lunch, er.
I forget what i did le.. =x
Nevermind then. Skipskip.
Around 5plus i started washing my instrument.
I took 2hour to wash & clean that instrument.
After washing the instrument, i'm already half dead.
~.~ Then cleanclean.
Around 7pm, i'm having my dinner.
So on..
Around 9 bathed.
Used computer.
& decide to post now.
Lols. Hhaas.
An hour ago played my trumpet awhile.
To me, got wash & never wash is still the same.
- -
Ahya, so tired lehh. Zzz.
Keep yawning. Yawn until very pekchek.
Lols?
Tomorrow have band.
7 must wake up le. ~.~
Suddenly, i'm used to talking to JH.
- -
Nothing much uhh.
That's all ba.

I seriously want to go Mega Camp. Sobs.

2008-11-04T21:05:00.005+08:00

Young Leader's Day '2008!
xD

Woke up around 6plus on my own. Miracle? Hhaas.
But, found out that 6plus is too early so went back to sleep.
Woke up again around 6.45. Alarm clock woke me up.
Feel that it is still early so went back to sleep again.
Ended up waking up around 7.10.
Furthermore is my friend msg & call me then wake up de.
Zzz. Almost late. - -
Thanks Shaun. xD
Walked very fast to school.
Leg almost give way. Give way? Hhaas.
Blah & blah.
Mr Lim was late? Lols!
Then i walk so fast for what ?
Zzz. Nevermind.
This & that.
Finally he came, took the bus to NgeeAnnPoly.
So on.
Sat down in the hall.
Waiting & waiting.
Finally the Emcees are on the stage.
This & that.
About 12plus, we have our lunch outside the hall area. Foyer there. (i think)
Eateat. Ahh!!! My chicken!
>.< My chicken~ I ate one & threw away another one. =x
Cause i'm eating halfway they say need to go le.
Lol. I eat so slow meh? Zzz.
Someone ate 2 lunch box & finish faster then me.
Woah! Hahas. *clapclap* ;D

Went back to the hall.
Sat down again.. T
he second part of the talk was better. =x
Before they continue the talk, we were playing big balls?
Lols. Hahas. Yea. I
t needs teamwork.
There is one guy don't know from what school, hahas, become our team's hero yea?
Hahas. He ran down to take the big ball & ran up the stairs with the ball, when the other team's ball is reaching the top.
Because of him, our team won. Woots! Hahas. ;DD Thanks!
But his pants nearly dropped off. =xx
The emcees were making fun of him.
Haha Blah & blah. F
inally is Mr Nick's turn.
Woah! Really is woah can.
He says things that really links to me/my situation.
He really aspire me alot. Thankyou!
Along his speeches, i feel like crying.
Lol? Hahs.
I really pity that girl from one of the schools.
She has don't know what thing in her body & need to have an operation..
So on..
Made quite a number of people cried.
Including me la.
Hahas.
After his speech, we're seeing a video. T
he video is saying about those other country de.
They are poor, no basic needs. Not don't have la, is very little.
When i see their happy face, i felt so happy with them.
Those happy is cannot use words to describe.
You can really feel the happiness although you're not with them.
Of course, i cried. Zzz. Hahs.
Can feel how touch they are & how they appreciate their gifts.
This & that.
Lastly, the talk ended.
We have fun there. Really. xD
After that, went out.
Went to queue. Queue for what? Hahas. It's a secret. xP
Although he's disabled, but his heart is not. S
ure, he does impress me alot. ;DD
If you never try, you'll never know. xDD
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After reaching school, went to mama shop with KS & K'Les.
They ate cup noodle.
I didn't eat.
Don't feel like eating.
After that, walked KS to Lrt.
Then walked to Bpp with K'Les.
Lols. Do the same old thing again.
So on..
-.-
Saw JiaHao again.
Hahas. Blahblah~~~
After that, we decide to go home le.
So go on separate ways.
Byebye~~~
Reached home.
Bathed. & on-ed computer.
Blah & blah.
Today's post very long?
Hahas. Okay.
I think that's all ba. xD
Going to watch Heroes on computer le. Season 3! ;DD

I want to go MEGA CAMP!!
Full of regrets~ Sobs. >.<

2008-11-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hmmhmm.
Today woke up around 6.50am.
Dad fetched me to ahma house.
As all my things were in her house.
Reached there, my Uncle was still sleeping.
I was very tired at that moment.
So went to sleep in the living room til 8.
Went out of her house around 9.40.
Walk & walk. Saw Angie around the traffic light.
Hahas. I thought she waiting for people.
But i was wrong? Hhaas.
I ended up seeing her walking behind me.
So on. & bandband~ same procedure - Mr Lee came today.
Zzz. Very hard to slur uhh. ~.~
This & that - lastly packed up.
After band went to Bpp.
Lols. Stood outside KFC, deciding where to go. Zzz.
Ahhh! I saw him! So happy can. Hahas.
Then walkwalk. To Angie's house.
Went in & saw her two sisters.
She sat down & started watching Power Rangers?
Hhaas. Yea. -.-''
K'Les & me went in & sat down too.
We played the don't know what thing.
But, ended up they both playing.
I was like starring into blank. Too tired le. x.x

Around 3pm i think. It started raining heavily.
Zzz. My shoes are wet.
Around 3.40pm went out of her house & headed to my ahma's house.
Angie, K'Les & KaiFang was there.
Hahas. Watched the movie - The Dark.
Lols. Question mark all the way.
Don't understand can. ~.~ Wasted our 93minutes.
Around 7.05pm walked them out.
Today didn't accompany K'Les to Bpp.
I was tired, too lazy to walk.
Sorry. =xx
This & that.. Walked back.
Bathed & everything..
Watched 'The Heroes Season 3' Woah!!
Finally yea! Hhaas. Waited for so long..
Watched 2episode only. Hahas.
Feeling tired now. Going to sleep le.
Tomorrow not going to band. xD
Going somewhere else.
But having a valid reason. ;DD

Ngee Ann Poly, here i come! ;D

2008-11-02T23:25:00.004+08:00

Woke up around 7am.
Early uhh. Zzz. At least for me luhh.
Yesterday sleep quite late..
Actually need to wake up earlier de lo.
Get scoldings. zzz!
Took bus to town.
Went to Marina Barrage.
The place is far from the bus stop we've stopped.
Zzz. Walked through City Link & Esplanade.
Very far ehh. Walk til leg sore le.
Still nevermind lo. Took boat to that place.
Reached there, walk again?! Zzz.
Walk & walk. - -
Took shuttle bus back to Suntec.
Woah. Alot of people there uh.
Not bad not bad. Hahs.
Went in walkwalk around & walked back the way we came from.
Leg painpain! x.x
Mrt-ed to Raffles int.
Went to one of the buildings there.
Have our light lunch in Coffee Club?
Hhaas. Yea. Then went up to that particularly floor.
This & that.

After that decide to go to Lau Pa Sat to have dinner.
Ate 'Yu Pian Tang' & Satay.
Didn't eat finish though. Hahas. Very full uhh.
Then walk to the bus stop.
Took 75. So little people? Hahas.
Alight don't know at where uhh & change bus to 67.
Didn't know that bus inside got so many those people.
Hahas. =x
So many until no place to sit. Hhaas. So stand lo.
-.-
There is one lady sitting down uh, wearing spects.
Seems to me that she's a teacher/bookworm? Don't know uh.
Those kind de la. =x
She keep looking at me. ~.~ But i don't know why i also keep looking at her.
Lols. But she started it first. - -
So weird.
Alight & started walking again. Haix!
While i'm walking, saw a guy walking opposite direction of me.
Normal people will see each other & look away right.
He did that, add on smiled at me.
Then i was like thinking: Erm, hahas. Do i know you? Lols.
But i smiled back. Lol. - -

Reached home around 8.10plus.
Bathed & everything.
Sat down on laptop.
Ohya, today went out with my family. xD
Log in Msn & started chatting.
Aiya. I'm very tired already.
x.x half dead. Okays. Going to sleep already.
Still need to wake up early tomorrow.
ZZz.

Where's my holiday yo? >.<

2008-11-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

Once again, today slept til late afternoon.
3plus then wake up.
Zzz. So tired lo.
Suppose to wake up at 7am & go out de.
But don't know for what reason it was cancelled.
No one wake me up. So sleep til 3plus.
Lols.
Woke up & busy msging. ~.~
Stayed at home, did nothing.
So sian. When wake up head so pain. - -
Wait until just now - 8plus then eat dinner.
First meal for today! Hahas. -.-
Hmm. Next week almost whole week band-ing.
Goodluck pals! Goodluck to Meris & YT.
KS & me will not be going to band on Tuesday. =)

O.o grandma going overseas. Going to Taiwan with Uncle.
Must enjoy hor! xD Becareful too~ ;D

I expect & want more from you. =x

2008-10-31T21:36:00.005+08:00

Woke up quite early today & went out with HweeYee.
Went back home around 8am & slept for awhile.
Around 9am woke up & prepare to go.
Met K'Les around 10am plus outside 7/11.
I'm early today. I reached first. xD
Ate Mos Burger as breakfast? Hahas.
Then went to school as she wanted to get something from Aaron & give Mr Maran letter.
Waited for SQ & JQ. Saw Carlyn.
They chatchat awhile & decided to go.
SQ & JQ went off as they got something on later?
Left me & her. Back to square one. Haa xD
Bought something & went to the nearby block for lunch?
Haa. Ate & talked there.
Saw police car. They were patrolling? Hahas.
After finishing our food. Sat there awhile & decide to go back Bpp.
Saw JiaHao alot of times eh. About 4times le today.
Went walking up & down as usual.
But, today we walked until very sian lo!
Zzz. Walked til sian & tired.
This & that.
Went to the last floor of Bpp.
Stand outside Jack's place, looking down.
She was holding some coins.
& she wanted to try to throw money down & see if people were to take.
Indeed! There were people who picked up the money.
Hahas. We laughed like mad lo.
But almost got caught? Haa. xD
Nowadays doing some stupid & bad thing.
Haa. But it was fun~~~ =x

Went back ahma house quite early today-6.15pm.
Blah & blah. Reached home around 8plus going 9.
On-ed computer.
Hmm.
Ms THMK was having some problems!
Don't think too much larhs! xD
Everything is going to be alright. =)

I miss them!
Misses 1E1'08-my classmates.
My friends, the teachers. =(
& those people. =x
I want to see them~ Missing them terribly. D;

2008-10-30T20:31:00.004+08:00

I think sometimes without senior helping we can do it better?
Cause we kept relying on our seniors & didn't really do it. Isn't it?

Today reached school around 9.58am.
Haas. Sit down in the concourse for about a few minutes & go for fall in.
Lionel chop down everything today.
Sec 3 majors were having extended lessons.
JieYi didn't come today as she was sick.
Blah & blah. This & that.
We were warming up halfway, WeiQi came & tell us combine.
Zzz. So fast yea. - -
Then go up. Playing some songs from 'I Recommend'.
Then played 'Singapore Rhapsody'.
He was not very happy with us though.
But still okay lo.
At least i did play the whole song. Hahas. =P
Then 'Persis' .
Okay la. Although don't really hear the melody, but i've tried to pitch.
Tried to play. Got abit improve? Hmm. Think so.. Hahas. =x
This & that. Lastly packed up..

Went to Bpp to have lunch with SQ, K'Les & Lionel.
Didn't eat though, no money to. Hahas.
Blah & blah. Sat in the Mac for quite long? Hahs.
Finally went out. But, went out yet sit outside the Mac. ~.~
Saw them-s. - - very long never see them le. Hahs. =xx
After awhile, seniors' friend came. Hihi! xD
Then went into Mac & sit back the place we've sat. -.-''
Awhile only , went out again. --
Hahas. Went to mama shop.
Sat down on the floor of one of the block.
Stupid Aunty, gave us face. Zzz.
Fine. Next time don't buy from you can already. Hmph! :/
When we're walking back to the place, we saw police car.
Ohh? K'Les & i was shocked. Hahas.
Before we went to mama shop, the seniors were playing instrument.
Then when we're walking back, they've stop.
As the police asked them to stop playing & go away.
So went to Bpp's Mac AGAIN.
Still nevermind. The thing is we sat at the same place. -.-
Hahas. This & that blahblah.
K'Les & me went to walk around again.
Haha. As usual uhh. xD
Then finally we're going home. Haa.
Walked back with seniors( friend, Lionel, SQ).

Carrying the heavy trumpet. & i was very urgent lo.
In need of toilet. Hahas.
While walking back saw alot of my pri friends.
Hahs. Find one day let's go back school okay? Hahas. ;DD

Didn't msg me for days, are you okay? =)
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Sorry if i've said the truth..

2008-10-29T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today was a tiring day.
But quite fun though.

I did a very stupid thing today. Zzz!
Don't wish to elaborate. So skip. Haaa. =x

Went to Bpp mac for breakfast around 10am with my group.
Sat down & talktalk.
K'Les & me decided to leave first,
so we went to school first. xD
This & that..
Finally taken our results.
Okay la. Still not bad? Hahas.
At least in express. Very happy le. xD
Stayed back around haven & talktalk.
After that, KS & RL went back first.
Left K'Les, Liyen, Rauzha & me.
Went to KFC to have lunch.
Didn't have breakfast thus i was very hungry.
Haa. Eat until very full. Hahas.
Then went to walkwalk around Bpp.
Finally settled down in library..
After awhile, K'Les wanted to go toilet?
Hahas. So went with her.
Liyen & Rauzha stayed in library to look after our bags.
After going to the toilet, we went down to first floor to buy bubble tea.
You know what kind of tea i'm drinking la hor. Hahas.
Then went up walkwalk around.
Also don't know why, i suggest to go up by the staircase.
So, K'Les & me went to the staircase.
What we've known so far, is that the whole mall, only gt one door that is available to go in.
So we went in. It was dark though.
& was quite scary.
We went in & started screaming. Hahas.
Scream for nothing la actually.
Is the stupid light that made us afraid.
We quickly climb up & went out.
After trying, we think it is quite fun lo.
So we introduced the two of them to join us.
& we really did.
& this time we almost got ourselves trapped inside.
Phew~ Almost eh. Haa.
We laughed & screamed & so on.
This & that.

After that, we decide to go to the playground that is just infront of the mama shop.
We sat there. Did nothing. Starring into blanks.
Until a little girl came to play.
Hahas. She was cute yea.
Very cute. She's only 3years old.
Haa. She grabbed our hands to play the slide with her.
Haa. Very very cute. Made all of us laughed out loud.
Not just laughing out loud. Was really laughing with joy.
Rauzha was running away from her? Haa!
We were playing with her for about an hour?
& her parents came & asked her to go home.
Aww. So sad. Hahas. Hope you have fun with us eh?
Haa. Cause we did. ;D
If fate permits, we shall see each other again. xD

After she left, we sat down & see the yearbook, talktalk.
Then we decide to go back.
They went back home(i guess) but K'Les & me went to Bpp.
We went there & started walking around. Hahas.
Walk until we're veryvery tired & decided to sit down.
We sat down outside the shop. ( forget the name)
We were feeling very thirsty & called Angie to bring us water.
Hahas. This & that, so on. Then we went home.
Walked home with Angie.
Very long never walk with her le. xD

Today, saw you. You seems to be ok. I'm glad.
We can still play like normal, i guess. =)

Am i the one that made you feel disppointed? I hope not.

2008-10-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

Zzz.
Felt so tired during sectional.
Almost fainted?
Didn't sleep for the whole night yesterday.
Also don't know why. - -
&& add on that my lips were peeling.
Then my lips will get more tired easily.
So today pitch the stupid note until i very pekchek.
Zzz. But lucky YT never scold. xD
Today's sectional still ok. Same luhh.
Only that KS found out something. Ohmygosh!
Hahas. Nevermind. I believe she won't say. ;D
Hmm. Then chatchat with KS.
This & that~ combine ~ lastly pack up.

After Band, went Bpp with K'Les, KS, Liyen, Rau & Vanessa.
Before going to Bpp we have lunch around mama shop there.
Followed KS up & down. Lols. She was buying the don't know what thing.
Need to compare price. Hahas.
Went to watsons & she bought her thing.
Hahs. This & that~ Lazy to elaborate.
Bought milk tea(again -.-).
Today didn't stay back with K'Les.
Actually wanted to go out with friend.
But was not feeling very good. Thus went back ahma house to sleep.
Zzz. Bangseh K'Les. She was alone in the Bpp library. - -
Felt so bad. Hahs. =x
Sorry eh. =)
Sorry to RL too.
Didn't go to west mall to look for you. =)

Ohya..
Say til RL.
I remember what happen this morning. Zzzz!
~.~ We planned to meet each other 7.30am outside mac.
Ended up waiting there alone~
-.- Actually ok de leh.
The thing is i saw alot of band members.
Those sec3s having extended lessons.
Zzzz. Worst i'm carrying my trumpet.
Ok. Nevermind.

Hmm. Tomorrow getting results.
~.~ Surely very bad de.
But nevermind. I've enjoyed myself in this year. xD

2008-10-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

Sorry SQ && K'Les!
Hahas. I was so late la! =x
I told SQ that i'll meet them around 11am instead of 9am.
Yes, i did wake up at 7am.
I was worried that K'Les might not go & SQ will be waiting there all by herself.
So i messaged SQ & everything seems to be ok.
After that i was too tired & went to sleep again.
I woke up around 11am then found out that i've overslept!
Zzz. I was so dead man! x.x
Rush in rush out, blah & blah, was perspiring like mad.
Then i asked my daddy to fetch me there. Zzz!
Finally reached, the time was 12.02pm. Haa!
I changed the timing to meet them i think they already want to scold me lo.
Now i'm late for an hour. I think they going to kill me.
Haa! So sorry eh girls. =x

When reach there saw some people. Zzz.
Blah & blah~
Saw them, & decide to watch movie.
So took bus to Causeway Point.
After buying the movie tickets, we went to walkwalk.
Walk here & there, went up & down & so on.
Finally decide to sit in Mac, but the three of us doesn't have money to buy anything.
Zzz. Hahas. Sit there talktalk only.
Then there is someone waiting for place to sit was staring at us.
Haa! Then this & that.
Finally! The clock had struck 3pm!
Hahas. Time for movie! Haa.
2hours later~ K'Les told us that her mum called her during the show.
& her sister messaged her to go home earlier.
So she talk to her mum & so on, & decided to go back around 6pm.
Took bus back. Didn't know the bus was full of ''those'' people. Haa!
Opps. So bad la. =x

Lalala~
K'Les went home, left me & SQ again.
Hahas. Went to KFC in Bpp to have dinner.
After that went to see disc.
So on~ & walked home with her.
As usual lo. ~~~
& finally reached ahma house.

Ahhh! Tomorrow SQ & JQ is not coming.
Sure dieeee!

Hope this round's class tee will be a successful one. xD

2008-10-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

So tired lo.
Was yawning all the way.
I could actually sleep til 3 or 4pm de lo.
Mum wake me up & say want to go ahma house to have lunch.
Zzz. Ended up woke up around 2pm plus.
After having lunch, went to IMM.
Was still so many people after a month not going there.
Went to buy some everyday needs.
Shirts, shorts && shoes!
Hahas. Didn't go out as a family for a period of time le.
After that went walkwalk around. Seesee looklook.
Then Mum wanted to go home to do her housework.
Hahas. Poor Mummy! Haa. =x

After reaching home, cousin called me.
Wanted to meet under my block.
So i went down. Couldn't recognise him eh.
Looks so different lo.
I thought he ran away from home again & no place to go so wanted to stay in my house.
But, i was so wrong la. Haas.
He wanted to pass me something.
After that, went back home.
On-ed computer.
Chatchat with K'Les, JH & JQ.
I don't feel like going out leh tomorrow.
Sorry K'Les.
Maybe i'm not going out with Med & friends too.
Zzz. Don't know eh.
Very tired. Want to sleep la. Hahas.
I'll decide whether to go out anot later.
Hahas. Whoas. YX gor looks so different too.
Haa. Today saw him. Woo~ Handsome guy le worh.
Haahs.

Sian. My lips start to peel again.
Played my trumpet for too long.
Zzz. Don't care le. I was shock that i could pitch high E lo.
Hahas. Must work hard to play nice tone first.
xD I'm not going to let any of my senior down!
I promise. xD

I won't make empty promises. =)

2008-10-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

Whole afternoon felt so headache.
Think is lack of water.
Head veryvery pain.
Feel like sleeping, but cannot.
Cause need to go tuition. Zzz.
Today's tuition ended earlier - 7pm.
Called ZH & Chris to meet up earlier.
Suppose to be 8 but bring forward to 7.30.pm.
They're late! Zzz. Waited for them 35mins.
Almost walked away. First time wait til so long. - -
They must be feeling honoured uhh.
While waiting for them 11taxi pass by me. Zzz.
After they've came down, we cabbed to Changi Airpot.
$20.85 flew~ Heart painpain. Hahas.

Went walkwalk around.
& finally he came.
Woots! He's back!
My dearest playmate is back!
Hahas. xD
After that went to have dinner.
ZH pay. Hahas. Cost him $30. Haa!
Next round will be my playmate's turn! Hahas.
Have fun playing around & lastly cabbed home.
Chris' turn to pay. Muahhaha.
Asked Uncle to go 1big round & he had to pay more than $30.
Haha! =x
Have fun today.
Let's meet up again~ xD

So tired now. But hair still wet. Cannot sleep.

Hope we can still play like last time. =)

2008-10-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

Todaytoday, woke up quite early.
Suppose to wake up at 6.45am.
Meet Liyen & RL around 7.30am.
Yet i overslept, i was LATE! =x
Sorry gals`. xD
Went into school. Sat down with my group.
School was having O'Level Examinations.
Whole school was so quiet ; including us.
After awhile, we were doing the don't know what Maths interview..
Hahas. So funny luhh.
We were being video-ed.

After that, i was feeling damn hungry de can.
Thanks SQ, K'Les & Angie for buying me breakfast. <33
Then went for Band practice.
Bandband ~ same procedure - only that Mr Lee came today. ~ & lastly packed up.
Carry so many things until arm aches. =(
Then went to Bpp with my group for lunch.
Went to KFC. Sat there for quite longg? Hahas.
Took pictures too. xD
Then went walkwalk.
Today's milktea seems to be nicer. Hahas.
Thanks RL for treating us! =D
Hahas.

After buying milktea, me & K'Les left Bpp first.
We went to my ahma house.
Went there to practice our instrument.
Really got practice luhh.
Practice until around 5plus, went in uncle's room to look for SQ.
She's watching movie. Hahas.
Then around 6.35plusplus walk them out.
Was damm tired lo. Today use too much energy le.
Stupid case, so heavy!

Later going out to meet cousin.
Want to chitchat with her. Hahas.

So windy now.
Felt so cold.
Alone in room now.
Thinking alot of things.
Don't know what i've done is right anot. - -

2008-10-23T20:36:00.005+08:00

Hmm.
Today overall quite fun de lo. xD
Although the End-Of-Year ceremony quite boring,
but when we're in the class playing was very fun lo. =)
Alot of laughters. xD
Suddenly like my class very much. Hahs.
K'Les was doing her PA duty. Hahs. Didn't get to play together.

Around 12.30plus, Liyen & me went to canteen to wait for K'Les.
Ended up helping the prefects&t'chers to carry those canteen tables back to canteen.
Hey, is heavy de. Hahas.
Helphelp Awhile, almost done, Liyen went up with KS them.
Then while i'm walking up to the concourse, SQ called me.
& sat down in the concourse with SQ while waiting for K'Les.
Hahs. After that, SQ & K'Les went to my ahma house.
Actually wanted to practice trumpet then ask then go de.
Ended up 'slacking' . Watching movie- the sisters.
Hahs. They damn funny & cute de can. Hahas.
Around 5plus reaching 6 walked them out of Senja.
Accompany K'Les to Bpp. Went there walkwalk awhile,
then went back ahma house.

Hmm.
Hey, i hope after that replyment of mine we'll still be friend. xD
I felt so sinful.

2008-10-22T21:44:00.006+08:00

Today, was suppose to have dragon boat de.
Yes, we reached there. But didn't get to play.
As i heard one the t'cher say got what booking error,
therefore we cannot get to play.
At first was quite disappointed?
But after that was ok. Hahas.
Instead of having dragon boat,
we're playing captain's ball.
Overall quite fun luhh.
At first all girls. Then one by one leave & boys started to join in.
Hahas. But after all our aim is to have fun. Play for fun & enjoyment.
Around 12pm, Mr Ng came to us & announce that we're officially dismissed.
But all of us insisted in playing. So he left while we continue to play.
We could continue to play de, but got the stupid lightning thingy then got to stop. zzz.
But also good la. If not R'L has to wait for me even longer. =x Sorry` Hahas.

After the game had stopped.
Walked back ahma house with R'L.
Walkwalk & talktalk..
When reached ahma house, we were already half dead.
I was perspiring alot lo.
So damn warm la.
After changing, went to Bpp to have lunch.
Walk around Bpp for an hour? I think luhh.
& ate for an hour. Hahas. Soso full! hahas.
When we're about to go back school, it had start raining.
Zzz. R'L gave me the umbrella yet she's walking in the rain.
Okays. Just don't fall sick can le. xD

Reached school, saw KS & SQ them.
Then sat down on the table & fell asleep.
Zzz. I was damn tired can. Don't know how long i've slept.
But because of somebodies in the concourse, woke me up. - -

Today didn't fall in. Went up to music room straight away.
Almost have heart attack & fainted in music room.
-.-
No more slacking. No more relying.
Only me, myself can help me.
Got to get the tone right. & pitching.
Got to work very hard to achieve.
GoodLuckk pals! Go for it~ xD

I didn't like the feeling of being accused.
You can choose not to trust me. It's ok..
BUT, do not accuse me.

2008-10-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

Today woke up around 6.45am.
Zzz. Suppose to wake up earlier.
Went out house around 7.20am.
Zzz. So tired la.
Have band.
Sectional for a few hours, then have combine.
Sorry SQ. Sorry to make you angry. =)
I must continue to use the 'M' method le.
That method's tone nicer. =x Thanks SQ.
Bandband~ same procedure~ & lastly packed up.
Stayed outside school the pathway to mama shop there talktalk.
Around 2plusplus(i think) we were in Bpp with our seniors.
Then walkwalk. & so on. Saw them. Lazy to elaborate..
Went home very early today - 5.20 left Bpp.

Zzz. Like my fault lo. - -
You're indirectly blaming me.
When can you change? ~.~
I've told you right face to face.
Well, nevermind. Don't wish to care anymore..

Don't be too angry uhh K'Les.
Don't be angry over that type of people..

To someone out there,
if you don't like us or what can just say out de.
Don't have to backstabb.

2008-10-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today ah.
Quite fun lo. ++ abit angry & tired.
The captain ball lo.
I'm 100% sure that i did not step over the white line lo.
&& the ball also didn't. Why counted as out?
Zzz. Nevermind.
After playing the last round, we went back to the stand(red carpet) to sit.
We(1E1) sat right on top.
And the floor there got KS's, K'Les's, RL's & my name.
Haahs. Thanks KS for doing it for us. xD
Run around chasing Fariz.
Zzz. Pour water, hit bottle on me, hit me & so on.
Hmph! I'll remember it! Hahas. ;]
Then Riduan, Putera, Fariz & Kokyang spit saliva on top of my name.
Spoiling my name as well as KS's art piece. Hah! xD
Badbad guys. Hahas.

After playing, i felt sooo tired la.
Sat in the concourse alone for about 10mins?
During that period of time i felt so tired lo.
Furthermore, i'm reading storybook. - -
Eyes almost close.
When K'Les & SQ was back, they sat on another table.
SQ was teaching K'Les ''clapping''.
Then i go kpokpo. Hahas. Learn a lot of things from SQ too.
Now i know le! Hahas.
Thanks for teaching. =)

Went home earlier today.
5plusplus reached home.

I was shocked that i talked to him too. Hahs. =x

2008-10-19T19:06:00.005+08:00

Hmm.
So tired lo.
Walk until leg sore..
Suppose to wake up around 6am.
Yet woke up at 6.30am. Oppps! =x
Went out around 7am.
Lucky i had enough time.
All else i'll be late again.
Went to ride the Singapore Flyer with family.
Overall okayokay lo. Hahs.
So damn tired la.
Slept in the bus,
while going there & going back..
Reached ahma house, on computer immediately.
But i didn't use. -.-
My cousin using.

Sobsobs.. - -
Cousin went home le.
So sian now.
Not feeling very well.
Zz. Don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
~.~ But must go. All else they'll kill me.
Hope tomorrow's games 1E1 would be able to win!! ;D

- - I've been eating a lot nowadays..
Must stop my mouth le. Zzz.
&& I've been spending a lot too. >.<

Ahh! Genting is coming very soon~
&& my tone just sucks to the core la!
T.T How? So worry~

Stop asking me la, idiot.

2008-10-18T12:33:00.008+08:00

-17/10/08-
Yesterday, sec1 level was having inter-class game.
& we're playing soccer. Zzz.
Actually, i thought our class will surely lose de lo.
But in the end, we manage to get a 3rd. Hahs.
Is top 3rd hor! Not last 3rd. Hahas.
Quite tried lo. Had a fall~ zzz!
Pants so dirty la. Shirt too.
But KS's worst. Hahas. =x
Quite a lot of times i was shouting lo. Hahs.
Too excited? Hahas.
After a few round, among us(includes 'aunty') have some conflicts.
The 'aunty' curse our class to lose lo.
Zzz. So mean. && we did lose!
- - Hahas. Then Liyen them so damn anti her one lo.
Hahs. After our last round, we went to the canteen to buy ourselves food.
& i saw him... Zzz.
He saw me too.
So ps. So didn't walk around. Just sat down in the canteen..

After that, we went to mama shop for lunch.
Saw another one~ Zzz!
On the way to the stone table,
K'Les & me kept calling his name. Hahs.
After awhile i stop le. But K'Les still continued calling..
Then i say she wanted to hong him. Hahs.
She was giving me those 'walao' face. Hahas!
Ok. After the lunch, we walked back to school.
On the way back, they called my name. - - so ps..
Walked quickly back to school.
Get changed & was waiting for them to shout fall in..
While waiting, we went to haven to play the piano..
So sorry to those sec4s who are studying. Hahs.
Finally, fall in..
After fall in, rushed up band room end up t'cher's have meeting.
So bring everything down to water cooler to have sectional.
Same procedure~~ Mr Toh came~ Same procedure~
& lastly packed up. Went home with KS & Liyen.
Hahs. KS don't angry le ok? =) Don't care about her luhh. =x
SQ sorry ah. Didn't walk home with you. Sorry. =)

Reached Lrt then found out that Ez-link don't have money.
-.- so noob la.
Then got to buy the card. Zzz.
Around 7plusplus going 8 reached home.
Changed & went out.
Then went to ahma house.
Ended up staying there.
That's the reason why i didn't post & online yesterday.
Cause another Uncle was back. ~.~

-18/10/08- 3.23pm -
Hmm.
Very sian leh.
Later still got tuition.. Zzz.
I think after tuition,
i'm not going to online le.
Cousin coming so going out with her.
Hahs. Today quite sian uhh. ~.~

Okays. Got to go practise my trumpet.
Byes.

2008-10-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

Today post abit earlier,
cause later don't want to use computer le.
Too lazy to use. =x

Went to Botanic Garden.
Scenary was quite nice.
Don't know why they name the activity as mass run yet we're walking.
Hahs. Our class can say is right behind from other sec1s class lo.
We're walking with 3A1.
Walk & walk & walk.
Felt abit tired in bus.
&& the food over there was like so damn ex lo. Zzz.
Couldn't afford..
Thanks to KY,
i couldn't walk properly?
Hahs. Got to walk fast, walk slow.
Worry might get poke by him..
Zzz. Pokepoke only! Hahas.
Surprisingly, KY came today.
Lol? I was shocked luhh.
Thought i see wrongly. Hahs.

Do i looked happy today? - -

Hmm.
I think that's all for today ba.
Hahs. Go rest le.
Very tired lo .
Burbyes~

2008-10-15T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm.
Today can say i've lots of fun.
Hahas. But didn't have fun with K'Les.
We(whole sec1 & sec3A) went for dragon boat activity.
Sec1E1, 1T1, 3A2, 3A1 went to Kallang.
Zz. Same place as him. Hahas.
Sat side by side with K'S in the boat.
R'L & K'Les sat in front(first place).
I was like shouting with K'S lo.
Shout until now abit no voice le. Hahas. - -
The water uhh, is so dirty la.
Worst, some of it got into my eyes & mouth.
I was like so omg lo.. Zz.
But i didn't really mind though. Hahs.
Afternoon, was so sunny la.
Got sunburnt.
My skin was so red lo. But i didn't feel pain at all.
I'm already quite dark lo.
Still get sunburnt, later very very dark how?
Lols? Hahs.
Arm was quite ache during the first few tries.
But was ok after about 50times of trying.
Woots! Right side's coordination is better lehh! =x
Hahas. So proud? Hahs.
I'm totally wet after the whole activity lo.
& felt myself salty? Hahas.
But overall is very fun. xD

After that went up to JiaHui's house to borrow towel from her.
Then went back school to ''bath''? Hahas.
Just a simple wash up.
& it took us an hour plusplus long.
Was late for band. But we've got reason.
After the wash up, Liyen, Rau, R'L, K'Les, K'S & i went to mama shop to have lunch.
Although both K'S & me was hungry, but we didn't eat.
& i was damn weak de can.
Didn't have a meal or a bite since morning till now.
K'S & me went to band room first.
Set up instrument & prepare everything.
Sat down & looklook around.
SQ & JQ came in & soon Mr Toh too.
Then after that is just the same procedure.
Only that today very little people.
& a very warm welcome to K'Les to our band. =D

That's all i think.
xD Enjoy your day yea.
Bye people. Hahs. =P

2008-10-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

Zzz.
What a lousy result i got? - -
Don't know if my friends were to notice,
my facial expressions are totally different from other days.
I've deprove, dropped a lot.
I so damn sad with my chinese.
I could score so well for Ca1&2, SA1,
but why not this round?.. Zzz.
About 10plusplus marks fly.
50/70. That's not my mark.
I'm so disappointed.
My heart so pain. - -
Although i did pass all my subjects,
but it's just so disheartening, disappointing..
I've cried. I just couldn't control it.
I'm just so disappointed that no words could explain it.
Felt like fainting - i've a weak heart.

Maybe some of you may be thinking i should be grateful & thankful,
but that is something i couldn't control.
I don't wish to think about it anymore.
Just hope i won't go to a lousy class that's all.

Today, my stupid sensative came back.
I've been sneezing the whole day ever since i get my english paper.
&& it has ruined my whole day.
Feeling damn pekchek.

Suddenly, feel like having you by my side.
Wanted you to comfort me.
But didn't want you to see me in this state..

Feel like skipping school already..

2008-10-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

Damn pissed off la! Zzz!
Don't wish to elaborate.
But, can keep me some privacy?
Everything you also want to know.. - -
Not scolding you here. But,
wanted you to respect me.

Today, walkwalk around Bpp a lot of times.
Walk until leg sore. - -
Then when we walk into the toilet,
K'Les heard someone saying us.
Say that : 'why they keep walking around one?' to her friend.
Zzz. Then i was like -.-
Thinking that we cannot walk is it.
Bpp is your house ah. Zz

Saw a lot of people(fajarians) in Bpp.
Was hiding here & there. - -
Went in & out of library a lot of times.
Sitting at a corner in library,
playing psp with K'Les.

Went back ahma house around 6pm plusplus.
Parents came to ahma house around 6.45pm.
My grandparents quarrelled again..
So sian. Can hear them clearly in the bathroom lo.
After a 30mins of shoutings,
they finally calmed down.
Two hours later,
i quarrelled with my grandma.
So sorry grandma.
You said i've the choice to go to school on Friday.
But, when i chose to go to school,
you told me not to go. Zz.
Don't know la. - -

2008-10-12T23:56:00.005+08:00

Today stayed at home for the whole day again.
Totally have nothing to do lo.
So sian.. Onlined for the whole day again.
Thinking alot of things.
Head going to burst.
Tomorrow going out with K'Les.
I feel so lazy to go out.
But i don't want to stay at home.
Zzz. So undecisive.. ~.~

Yes! My fringe is back! Hahas!
So happy lo.
Although it's still shorter than last time de.
But at least no need to clip up anymore~ xD

Hmm.
What am i going to do?
Ever since i know you,
you've been contributing.
& i've been receiving it.
I felt unfair for you.
But i don't know what to do.

Do i really need you?

2008-10-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

Today, stayed at home the whole day.
Doing nothing, again, wasting electricity.
On-ed computer for the whole day. =x
Mum ordered Mac for lunch.
I didn't eat, didn't have appetite.
Very bored lo. Sian.
My room is in a mess.
Like dog's house.
Even though i've the time to clear, i'm just too lazy to do so.
Oh. Today i forgot to go tuition.
x.x After exam le jiu forgot everything..
Hahas. Seriously, i don't feel like going. =x
But, i really forgot. Not purposely don't go de.

From the msg you sent me,
can see that you're healing?
I hope so. Really.
These few days, when you didn't talk to me.
I felt uncomfortable..

Feel like keeping a distance from you again.
Feeling so confused.
Don't know what am i thinking.
Haix~ See how it goes ba..

=) R'L you're welcomed yea.
Hmm. That's all ba (i think).
Don't feel like doing anything le. =x

2008-10-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

Hmm.
After seeing the don't what thing,
then only i found out that i'm 牙尖嘴利.
Really that bad??
Hahas. I'll try not to become that. =D
But that is the only negative point of me, others all positive. xD
Today, damn bored lo.
Didn't go out. Lazy to go.
Stayed at home for the whole day.
Wasting electricity..
Watching movies of those that i didn't get to watch when i'm studying.

I think i might have fallen for you.
I'm starting to feel weird when you didn't reply my msg for awhile..
Maybe i'll give a thought to what you've asked me?
Hmm. Can you promise me what you've said?
Can i trust you?

That's for all today.
Going to sleep le.
Abit tired. Hahs.
Byes~ Nightnights! xD